Random SCRAPS #40: NOT WORTH

Not worth all this hurt

I exert and I deserve

Feel real on this earth

My pipe that is burst

Pit stain on my shirt

Disdain for my work

Stuffed in a purse

Blessed by a curse

Now it feels less hurt

Stressed leaks squirts

If she dies take me first

Stardust and starburst

Holes in all my shirts

Please buy my merch

Lead me from a hearse

Toward the next verse

Gotta scream and let it out

Great meditate clear it out

Forever sunshine weather

No matter my bank account

Good ol days come and gone

Asking when will they return

For all us in the here and now

That is all you got to learn

Now go and wait for your turn

Light up the mic sing tonight

Feel all right look down sight

People standing in the sand

Feeling the might in the fight

You people are a motivation

Through all this aggravation

Go through to the who's who

True to you come on through

White boy rhyming no denying

Shills pay my bills to go hiring

What is the deal is this all real

Simulation evaluations finding

Maybe someday maybe never

The day is come pull the lever

Step by step and foot by foot

Well take a look book by book

The instant gratification

Incessant ramifications

But where is the new revelation

My train of pain left the station

Random SCRAPS #39: GOLDEN TOUCH

Keep it golden touch Midas

I aim to be the most pias

Keep it hush cause my touch

Has shut both my eyes lids

Golden pony stay boy

Real words lonely boy

Ran a day at the races

So many judging faces

Finished the race derby

Pharaoh pick up paces

No traces that I draw

Don't believe what I saw

It's such a beautiful flaw

Burnt well done medium raw

Loving for the applause

Living it up like a boss

Masked with my cash

Apple with extra sauce

Trojan horse waging war

Hiding inside is no crime

Don't know what is the end

A new innovation of time

Always the bridesmaids

Never have been a bride

One day at a time girl

So no dull in your shine

Oh go fake it and take it

So if you make it take this

Broken and battered

Worn torn shattered

The world is so wide

We'll stay on the phone

Stay golden pony boy

You will never be alone

Random SCRAPS #38: OVER WHELMED

I get anxious over whelmed

There's just so much to do

I am only a two armed man

Freeze forget or fall through

Years ago black belt earned

Tied up on around my waist

But confidence is draining

Rushed lied in post haste

Manifest destiny be real

Definitely imagination is

Subconscious let it be feel

Beatles bugs rising constant

Making what is in my head

The happiest of all realities

A sadness filled with dread

A madness spiral fallacies

Black white yellow reds

All words describe tribes

Plop prices human heads

No don't take away lives

Jesus was an architect

Building people up

Also a carpenter I detect

Breaking me down

Mind heart under arrest

Body language indirect

Step back show respect

On track so no intellect

Don't mean to manipulate miss direct

It shows that you're full of disrespect

The actions are full of good intent

Talk about it in the room irrelevant

After paying bills be independent

Soul powers represent introspect

Easy does it wrap up presentation

Falls in place pleasant plantation

I am confident

I will have a monument tall

It is all obvious

It is a long fall fundamental

Fall get up

My defense

Think before

Competence

Random SCRAPS #37: CRUMBLE IT

Crumble it all into rubble

Humble loose rock stumble

Years go traditions thrown

Til I sit on the golden throne

Slave away the night shift

Still addicted to my phone

Need to just feel better now

Post my loan I post alone

Raining weather whether

Whenever it goes to snow

Am I in love with someone

That I can now confide in

All my secrets all my pain

Out to eat up to a drive in

Hive mind fears take over

Our brain seems divided

Caught mental grid lock

Hides it nervous excited

More momets i notice

Drift away or stay silent

Feeling inside so shitty

What's this in me hit me

Living life modern hippie

Looking red eyes shifty

Negative comment lately

Toxic masculinity daily

Through all gentrification

Access to my generation

Must start a conversation

An occupation of nations

Find another path

Break out of this prison

Keep it calm peaceful

Freak out cause division

No longer a zombie

Work smart work hard

Down the line all is fine

Successful here my card

Finding something else

So I can claim my wealth

It's ok to think of yourself

Physical or mental health

Go as soon as I get there

Applies places new faces

Aches in my bones alone

A true light will be shown

Random SCRAPS #36: ONE DAY

One day at a time

Think of the money

One step in the line

Think of your honey

Take journeys nice and slow

Take time and learn to grow

Not about how fast you go

Surrender to universal flow

Roll around Royce snail pace

Life sure is not that funny

But rushes past your face

As the turtle not the bunny

Am I being hunted wanted

In my own personal movie

Puppeteering these strings

The master dances for me

At times I scream and cry

Fall down knees and hand

Hurting us too much to try

Staying in bed i can't stand

But we will rise

In our morning

We become wise

In our mourning

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Random SCRAPS #35: THAT STRENGTH

We all got that strength

Not so easy to find

Keep your nose down

And stay on your grind

You never know all the

Magic that you may find

Cause it's all an illusion

A solution of our mind

What's wrong, this energy

Depleted supplies it tanks

End of world ahead of me

Defeated bombs and tanks

I will give my thanks

The ancestors of past

Give power that strength

For happiness to last

Another daze done

But another's ready

Follow wait the line

Hold the ship steady

So a time is upon us

Throwing away the fears

Help forces guide us

Good luck days the years

If it's my time to go

Let me die

Don't keep hidden let me know

Tell no lie

So say it straight

Look me right in the eyes

Won't be too late

Or too early if painful but why

Random SCRAPS #34: POWER WITHIN

POWER WITHIN

My power within me

Singularity of energy

Waiting to burst

No longer cursed by

My own worst enemy

I am rolling along

Doing my own thing

I won't rule them all

I need that one ring

Longer under the veil

Of internal suffering

Smooth connections

Stops all the buffering

Break out of your shell

A balance of the soul

Don't hang on let go

Loose lose all control

Break out of this hell

They will not have hold

Free to fly so high

Lose the hand I hold

About time lay to rest

The old me's distress

Dead gone moving on

Passed the final test

Broke out of your shell

Go turn it all on

Flipping of the switch

Negativity is gone

Broke out of this hell

Now time to ascend

Upon a higher shelf

Wounds will amend

Nothing but the present

Graces in her presence

Gifting with the presents

Finishes your sentence

Serving your penance

Seek not for vengeance

Breathe natural essense

Exhale unwanted pretense

Random SCRAPS #33: NOTHING THERE

Random SCRAPS #33: NOTHING THERE

We see nothing there

Sitting waiting bored

Time is slower here

Body and mind worn

Hours to go ticking

waiting and watching

Clocks slower where

Reality's not matching

What can we both do

To kill all of this time

We are just wasting it

Until the days we die

Filling in all the hours

Trying with all powers

To just exist in this existence

...

Withering away

Some goes to say

Day in day out on and on

Until nothing left all gone

Right this time that's left

Has not all gone unused

To my personal future

My potentials been abused

Full fill your life to forget

The dormant and the regret

Leave live or love laugh

Pour yourself a hot bath

Take some extra care

Take time medium rare

Treasure the present presence

...

Random SCRAPS #32: BLACK HOLE

You are the black hole

That will not consume me

You are the ass though

That won't abuse me

Dark forces amongst thee

Dark horses or underdogs

Parts of the machine of cogs

You're excess waste water clog

The fact that I get a snack

Puzzles and confuse me

What is this message back

You're forcefully infusing

Teach you a lesson

Come back for another session

Does it give you an erection

This guy won or lost the election

They're a bunch of rabid dogs

Sloppy trashy greedy hogs

Slamming them down like pogs

Sit back relax taking money jobs

It keeps distracting us

Nature of the planet becoming toxic

They keep retracting us

From the world sorry I got off topic

Alpha is coming at ya

Beta coming back to save ya

Delta is here to help ya

I beg ya all powerful omega

Leaders commiting obstruction

Full of death and destruction

Genius master of deduction

Leading slaves and seduction

Octopus cups of suction

What where and how to function

Love what you have got before

You are left there with nothing

Take us all away

To a time where it's all ok

Things aren't going well today

Judgement and fear will stay

Keep to your path or wonder astray

This is your life in which you'll pay

Rocket ships and relationships

Race to space takes me away

Random SCRAPS #31: GET MAD

When you get mad

You start lying

When you get sad

You start crying

Keep your head up

Those tears are drying

Wound up to living up

Not time for dying

Get back on your feet

Got to keep trying

Let go of the pain

Don't keep prying

In my own self

My minds confiding

Life is my playground

I'm slipping and sliding

Out from my shell

Freedom from hiding

The fish and the chips

Deep diving deep frying

Had to look deeper

What is worth finding

Do I know the way jolt of lightning

Day by day I will keep on fighting

Reflection in the water

Staring back at me

When the others look

This is what they see

Taking a stroll in

A forest is so peaceful

A deep breath of fresh air

No distraction or other people

Answers that I seek

Found in those fall leaves

No words I speak

Takes breath away thieves

I can see the forest

Through all the trees

The love and power

Brought to your knees

Nothing can compare

To cool mountain air

Forest is enormous

It all came before us

So please take care

Random SCRAPS #30: LOVE LOVE

Random SCRAPS #30: LOVE LOVE

I love love too much

Two doves one two punch

Single and I kinda mingle

Can't have just one Pringle

Santa clause jiggle jingle

Comes once a year single tingle

Maybe some day magic conch shell

Sitting by myself a tragic couch hell

Care free

Is it for me

What did I do who do I choose

If I do i have everything to lose

I can't stay i can't take this place

Hardly a smiley face big disgrace

Queen what do you mean

Am I wrong to go along

Make my own song

Sing it loud sing it proud

Do what you love

Don't look back now

Random SCRAPS #29: THE NEGATIVITY

Random SCRAPS #29: THE NEGATIVITY

The negativity it covers me

Like too many shirts

I can be goody goody

Or one of the worst

Feel like a gym

That doesn't work

Hits me right there

Where it hurts

So much H2O then board to surf

So much more than we're worth

Crawl in a little ball bawl I'm cursed

Good feels coming writing every verse

Don't matter to me

Brand of a purse

What matters is the

Matter of mother earth

She's the one that comes first

Compassion on about to burst

I put ink to paper everything now or later

Just because it rhymes won't make flavor

Won't make

a story just gonna bore me

Random SCRAPS #28: KINDLING FIRE

Love is kindling fire

Burn lasts all night

Grows larger flames higher

Leaves float fall just right

Feeling wanting wishing

You were right beside me

Let it all go flow for you

Feelings deep inside me

Fates love stories unreal

How does all of it line up

Fate it breaks feel is real

How this all winds up

I’ve found a passion for her

Relativity fashioned for her

She ignites my diming lights

Into headlights and highlights

Random SCRAPS #27: WASTING TIME

Sitting wasting time

Fitting pacing lines

Put it all in storage

Another cold porridge

Ticks and tocks go bye

Never slowing for us

Tricks and flocks the sky

Even flowing love us

One day with exception

Marked wrong correction

For a life most joyous

Jobs needed employ us

Work to enjoy your life

Difficulty annoy your wife

Bases are covered

Silent undiscovered

Star crossed lovers

Strangers under covers

Don't fight roll up

Like and vote up

What they have told us

We might just blow up

All been put on notice

To what they've posted

True story holds up

Screw it it's not hopeles

Random SCRAPS #26: THE FOREST

Cant see the forest, through the trees.
Blinded eye lids succeed their disease.
Gone from the Earth up to the skies!
Down in a hole broke choked and died.

Down in a hole broke choked and died.
…
What you feel here temporary.
There flies our hero so ordinary.
Clouds of smoke has all disappeared
it's all a mindset switching of gears

it's all a mindset reframe the fears
...

We’d jump over the moon
for some good vibrations
Don't give up the fight in your head
Know our seeds grow happy trees
Anything else go to bed like
Everyone else well be dead
...
Escaping the shelf replacing our time
Erasing the self drawing your line
Copy and paste it all out my mind
Well just encase keep what you find

Well just encase keep what you find
...

We’d jump over the moon
for some good vibrations
Don't give up the fight in your head
Know our seeds grow happy trees
Anything else go to bed like
Everyone else we’ll be dead
...
Oh im going under I'm insecure...
Under the sea the deep sea floor...
I can't see the real me anymore...
...
Addicted to that dopamine chemical...
I need me a medical professional...
This decisions flexible inevitable...
...
Permission to feel physical anxiety...
Cant control whats in and outta me...
All I see is red get it outta me...
...
Taking away every ounce of gladness...
Due to my own internal sadness...
Manifests into external maddness...
...
We’d jump over the moon
for some good vibrations
Don't give up the fight in your head
Know our seeds grow happy trees
Anything else go to bed
Like everyone else we’ll be dead…

(These lyrics were written for a band named Chain of Consequence I used to be a part of but didn't work out unfortunately.)

Random SCRAPS #25: THE SHOT

Im chomping at the bit

Drowning the hairs on my upper lip

Feeling kinda strange 

Thoughts in my mind begin to rearrange


Walking lonely in the streets with a million people looking straight ahead 

Memories of our past erased I think we’ve become the living dead


My gut begins to growl 

Voices in my head begin to howl

My worlds gotten blurred

My conscience has become disturbed


Politicians who think they're doctors

Suddenly Ordering me around

Telling me I gotta take it

 Slowly liberties are being drowned


I’m going dark

Lights getting hazy

Subliminal me is

Thinking crazy 

forehead sweats

It’s getting hot

Wondering now

Just what’s in that shot

...

I forget where I am

Blurring lines in the beurocraric world

My eye begins to twitch 

waking up face down inside a ditch 


Flesh begins to peel off me 

as my hair blows away into the wind 

sunken cheeks and bulging ribs 

look at how my body's thinned


My ear just fell off

Blood drips on down me as I cough

Send me some medical

Nothing around here is any helpful


My minds now a hollow shell

My foot is pointing the other way

Starting today im wasting away

Something is wrong I'm not ok

...

I’m going dark

Lights getting hazy

Subliminal me is

Thinking crazy 

forehead sweats

It’s getting hot

Wondering now

Just what’s in that shot

...

Long ass solo baby!

.. 

I’m going dark

Lights getting hazy

Subliminal me is

Thinking crazy 

forehead sweats

It’s getting hot

Wondering now

Just what’s in that shot

…

Here I am now in the end

Toes fall off into the sand

Broken cars crashing planes

Craving flesh and eating braiiiiiiiiiiins!

...

I’m going dark

Lights getting hazy

Subliminal me is

Thinking crazy 

forehead sweats

It’s getting hot

Wondering now

Just what’s in that shot!

(These lyrics were written for a band named Chain of Consequence I used to be a part of but didn't work out unfortunately.)

Random SCRAPS #24: INK PAPER

...

Hey it's all just ink . on paper

Don't let it be your . motivator

Money corrupts . consumes

Leaves humanity to lick their wounds

Spit on us from . gilded towers

Take it all for one .. it's ours

Black sheep two sleep . underdogs

Can't breathe but Glass still fogs

The peace machine . turning cogs

Excess of waste . water clogs

Dreams are our new . reality.

That's how this alls designed to be

Pompous petty . puppet masters

Progress won't go . Any faster

So much anger. So much rage

Go let it all go. burn the sage

...

Empty rooms

empty spaces

Empty chairs

empty faces

Your soul is old

All wrapped in gold

But you don't know

They all no showed

...

It's just .. ink on paper

won't make us all .. any safer

The Words I write .. am i all right

To Have the rite to sign lifes waiver?

With Form equals .. fuction

With Malice through .. Gumption

If i don't respect .. all of myself

I'll have to represent something

My future is with .. this song

My bands bond is .. so strong

No matter how .. you take it

In a Blunt bowl or in a bong

All of this won't .. take too long.

Just one for the .. moment

All powerful .. omnipotent

We stand here in the clear and own it.

...

Empty room

empty faces

Empty chairs

empty spaces

Your soul is old

Wrapped in gold

Now you know

They all no showed

...

It's all just .. ink on paper

No one has to die

All for yourself .. run and hide.

Loc it in a cockpit fly through the sky

Guilt of crime won't .. leave your eye

You despise to .. compromise

no power you coward .. self scrutinize

If we could all just stop to realize

Money is nothing when you croak

Your luxury cars or your boat

It can't all go to your funeral

Life's final chapter no numeral

So good bye to the past times

The laugh lines and the last times

With this life we need no chaser

This and every moment we must savor

...

All that glitters is not gold

All that glitters is not gold

...

Empty room...

empty faces...

Empty chairs...

empty spaces...

Your soul is old.

..

Wrapped in gold...

You'll never know...

They all no showed...

...

It's all just ink on paper.

Cha-ching!

(These lyrics were written for a band named Chain of Consequence I used to be a part of but didn't work out unfortunately.)