Random SCRAPS #4: WANT OUT

I want out

There is no doubt

Try to stick it out

What's it all about

Let me in

With my sin

Feel like a loser

But I still win

Hate feeling cast aside

So much more is inside

Can't face the music

I run and I hide

Tick goes the clock

Click goes the Glock

Beam me up Scotty

Live long Spock

Prosper into life

Reality cuts like a knife

I really am blessed

No stress and no strife

Can't be here anymore

What are you waiting for?

Feeling like im incomplete

Again back upon my feet

No longer stressing

Testing myself to compete

Change of environment

Nonstop until retirement

Leave this place post haste

And pursue enlightenment

Nothing is showing

Where I can be growing

Deep inside burns and turns

Something I've been knowing

Not meant for this place

Got bent from the chase

Running in circles hurtful

Falling on my face

Rise above the conscious

To all please be honest

It'll grip you and strip you

To nothing but stockings

Can't be here anymore

What are you waiting for?