SCRAPS Saturday #3: HALF FAST

I hated who I was.

I didn't see the blessed be above.

My vice was my substitution for love.

Made me feel normal who I was.

Feeling low on the dominance hierarchy.

Like Jordan Peterson psychology.

I have performance social anxiety

Self compassion wasnt a priotory.

Got to be my best self not live in the past don't want to be a part of a caste cast.

Of my journey plays out like a movie.

Did she think she really knew me?

Screw me you had the last laugh

Traveling and unraveling half assed and half fast.

Destroy your BS your big snooze.

Grab myself a bowl and booze.

Sure drink to fade away the blues.

Mind goes on a cruise Peace be with you.

Be silly honest kind and true.

To yourself and everyone around you.

I want to be my self not live in the past don't want to be a part of a caste cast.

Of my journey plays out like a movie.

Did she think she really knew me?

Screw me you had the last laugh

Traveling and unraveling half assed and half fast.

I use my song as away

to say what I don't day to day.

Okay dokay layday it's payday.

I'll take you to a vaycay at Chipotle

get extra guacamole you deserve it.

maye be its maybeline

Trip to Lorel Paris

Because you're worth it.

These words come to me from experience in the past.

And maybe some inspiration form puff puff pass.

They say that nice guys finish last but real nice guys finish last.

Sit down lawnmower cutting the grass

I want to be my self not live in the past don't want to be a part of a caste cast.

Of my journey plays out like a movie.

Did she think she really knew me?

Screw me you had the last laugh

Traveling and unraveling half assed and half fast