Through the smoke I see the real me
Personally who i am supposed to be.
I want to feel alive!
No woman no cry.
No lady by my side
I've got good friends and good vibes.
I fear being alone.
Oh I fear a lot take me
I don't let it make me
Someone I'm not.
I live for me and only me.
That may sound selfish.
I'm not hurting others
Sitting eating shellfish.
Life is suffering suffering.
Brain is buffering buffering.
Along I keep shuffling shuffling.
Speech mumbling muffleing.
I help my self where I can.
Others help me out too.
If you want nothing to do.
Sell me out Screw you.
Life is suffering suffering.
Brain is buffering buffering.
Along I keep shuffling shuffling.
Speech Discussing mumbling muffleing.
I fake confidence.
I want to burst into tears.
All alone facing my greatest fears.
Don't let the darkness get to me.
False courage. False hope.
Distracting me.
Emotional reactions to my actions.
Decides us into opposing factions.
Life is not suffering suffering.
Brain will stop buffering buffering.
Along I keep shuffling shuffling.
Busy bee keep buzzing bumbling.