Inner demons wrestling
Elbow drop stop obsessing
Too much clutter it's upsetting
Gotta count all of my blessings
Head in a vise body under arrest
Pulling heart strings outta my chest
You gotta problem with how I feel
Say it straight up make it real
I know I've wasted the years
Tried and tied down my fears
Holding back all the tears
Escaped that place and im still here
All of this goes on for days
Frozen stuck in my old ways
I need me to break through
I need me to speak to all of you
...
Lifes a game then I'm not playing...
All aboard I'm bored of praying...
Knifes a shame stuck in the sand...
But responsibly will make this man
...
Marching halls through corridors
We are one for all for sure
Just gotta open more doors
Walking simply through Mordor
Those unknown faces judging
Scowls frowns no budging
All sour not sweet loving
Get the hint poke poke nudging
Others opinions worth nothing
Gotta save time I'm adjusting
Don't care enough light dusting
Confidence sense be busting
Evolution ended reborn
Wounds upended retorn
Step by step forewarn
Old me passed we mourn
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Lifes a game? I'm not playing
All aboard the board before playing
Loving it up when I can
But responsibly still makes the man
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