CREATE and MOTIVATE!
I used to had a structure for this blog. Saturdays and Sundays. But honestly my ADHD brain can only post when it wants to. It's because the time crunch gets to be too overwhelming to me and then I don't end up pulling though.
So I will be posting periodically. A little bit of everything. I'm getting ready to try to do a big projects thatay grow some legs. Anyway. I love you all who give me your time. Have a great day and create something today.
If I can moo it, You Can Moo It!
I'm ready I'm up here we go
White boy rap closes the show
Got mad skills it goes to show
Tell you things supposed to know
Absurd these words
River flows
Kiss me missy
Mistletoe
Pull me from this
Undertow
Kick tick and boom
missile toe
These words so true
Secre cordon Bleu
Brings down modern man
Who brought you
Get on out ill use
Some kung Fu
No need for
Head your
Open door
Sea to shore
Know what for
Counter bore
Words we swore
Shoots you pew pew
New high score
My rhymes are simple meticulous
Borderline spindle on ridiculous
Good luck running amuck
Never getting sick of this
Powers above give me love
Show them what I'm made of
Power for every single hour
Of the day cause I'm faded
It's a gentrification To our generation
Won't see the future use the suture
Injecting fear it's all the hear
Unleash your beast become clear
Brainwashing stain washing
Minds of loyal followers
Brains scratching bodies snatching
No mind sleepy hollowers
In conclusion we separate
Our reality from illusion
The only solution
A revolution of movement
To those few who are still visiting…
In light of the dark AstroWorld problem I wrote this poem. Sitting in the ER now hearing the beeps and the yelling and the commotion. Sorry I don't mean to bring your mood down at all today. I know it won't change much but I had to do it...
Fade in: blaring police ambulance siren
Crowd of people yelling crying coughing
Total destruction black hole
It tries dies and consumes me
So don't be such an asshole
Total eruption entombs me
Throwing everything out there
So something is bound to stick
Hiding all of this inside
Feeling nauseous getting sick
They try to help you cry for help
You keep screaming in their face
Don't help yourself you hurt your health
While you are in the right place
You're in pain won't let them close
Push them back far far away
Make them hurt curse way worse
Won't make you any more ok
Chill pill
The fire pit stops raining condensating
Chill pill
Desire it starts reigning contemplating
Chill Pill
...
Chill Pill
...
Mass consumption over done
Burning us all to a crisp
Mass of nothing underneath
Understand under your feet
Under arrest I can attest
Those who need to be locked up
Lead us or don't believe us
We all know that's all fucked up
Those with powers wasting hours
The shit stinks and they don't think
Eyes are wide they see it live
Blind binded inside they don't blink
The concerned states of citizens
Corruped country living in
With thee Hail Mary Jane of grace
Blow that smoke up in their face
Chill pill
The fire pit stops raining condensating
Chill pill
Desire it starts reigning contemplating
Chill Pill
...
Chill Pill
...
Why why why. Why why why
Please God bless us everyone
Why why why. why why why
None wants to get it done
Ruuuuuun ruuuuun ruuuuun!!!
Please stop help us its not fun
Ruuuuuun ruuuuun ruuuuun!!!
Watch us all die squirm and run!
Chill pill
The fire pit stops raining condensating
Chill pill
Desire it starts reigning contemplating
Chill pill
...
Chill Pill
...
Chill
...
Pill
...
Fade out: "Get off of me. I can't breathe!"
"Help us anyone please do something!"
It's all about a different job
It's all about a different day
It's all about a different life
That this one goes away
It's all about a perfect car
It's all about a perfect pay
It's all about a perfect wife
With all work and no play
All about that prettier face
All about that smaller waist
All about that first run race
Everyone else is out of place
I'm in love with the panic
This relationships organic
Ship sets sail so romantic
Endeavors all over frantic
This is my year though
No prisoner of fear though
Cause all other people
Will think I'm a weirdo
Stomach pains a consequence
Thomas pain common sense
Don't pay mind to my cold pence
That you can take as my 2 cents
But my rhymes aren't original
Under hot dogs indivisible
We are all our own individuals
And I will not remain invisible
Suffering in silence
From behind my eyelids
I cannot process why this
Outside is full of violence
You breathe it in
You breathe it out
You breathe it in
You shake it all about
You say you're okee dokee
Now turn yourself around
That's what it's all about!
It was never my intention
This I never mentioned
Deficit of my attention
Release all the tension
A question needs an answer
Can we over come this cancer
Hold a sword shield lancer
Hold them closer tiny dancer
Push Words aren't enough to define
Take a breath get a little high
Got me shaking on a wire
Frozen let it go you're fired
Fuels my spirit floating lighter
Maloney baloney never tired
Only my dreams it seems I'll find her
Step to me I am the fighter
Boomerangs always comes back
Can't escape this constant attack
Focus is hopeless something I lack
Bullies in school call me a fag
What about my genitals as a matter of fact
Make up on for the things you lack
No matter my orientation I'll kick your ass
Stay golden pony boy stay on track
Men of steel they do not crack shifty glancer
Dasher vixen and Prancer
In my life I will accomplish
Teach a man who got fish
Thought wished i see this
Through smoke Pot luck dish
Almost ready Kruger Freddy
1 2 come for you keep it steady
Out of your head already
Dream reality full belly
Spacing out. Need to get out of this reality that's gotten a hold of me. All of us in the digital world fall for the same illusion. We ignore our outsides and get consumed by this other world. Overwhelmed to burnout with so much information and content we consume. Sometimes I feel this monster consume me where I break out of it's grasp and come back to the realness of reality. Sometimes i feel there is no escape…
Oil pastels
Was pretty angry when I first made this. I wasn't winning from any direction things were coming from. Lost the girl the job and a family member. Poetry really gives me the best way to interpret my emotions. Makes it easier to talk about them. Thank you for reading.
Words aren't enough to define
Take a breath get a little high
Got me shaking on a wire
Frozen let it go you're fired
Fuels my spirit floating lighter
Maloney baloney never tired
Only my dreams it seems I'll find her
Step to me I am the fighter
Boomerangs always comes back
Can't escape this constant attack
Focus is hopeless something I lack
Bullies in school call me a fag
What about my genitals as a matter of fact
Make up on for the things you lack
No matter my orientation I'll kick your ass
Stay golden pony boy stay on track
Men of steel they do not crack
For years I practiced martial arts. A ritual I was broken from when going to college. It's influence in my behavior and the relationships I gained along the way not only impacted my life but numerous other people's lives in tamgent. 2 of my martial arts buddies are now married. My father stepped in as an instructor and eventually opened up his own dojo. 15 years total from white belt is a long time. Reaching a 4th degree black belt and won a handful of tournaments is a tick on my resume I'll always cherish. I draw a lot art inspired by Kempo and the aesthetic because it was such a huge part of my life.
Here is a cyclops master I created in a spiritual realm practicing his forms. I think I went here sometimes when practicing or when the numbers of combinations I recognize spark the motions. Of course you gotta put a little randomness in there because that's where my mind goes.
I apologize for not putting these rambles before my post. I haven't been in the best headspace but working on myself. It seems more people watch and read the insights so I'll make sure to include them more. My own personal therepy. Thank you for you time. You are appreciated.
This is more of a self fulfilling prophecy. A message to myself from myself. Selfish maybe. I beat myself up and drag myself down which doesn't move me any faster. I appreciate the life I have and the love I'm given both from the outside and inwards. When one grows the other will comply. Inward love is necessary for love to be received.
Getting our ship together
Through the waves and stormy weather
Time to set sail
Even if I fail
Could this be forever
We'll get our ship together.
Drowning in the shallow waters
Too weak to stand up
So continues to pull you under
Just one thing that I wonder
How are you wide awake
While you're sleeping with the fishes
Too real to run away
Face my fear and Grant my wishes
Getting our ship together
Through the waves and stormy weather
Time to set sail
Even if I fail
Could this be forever
We'll get our ship together.
Waters at low tide but
I will keep on swimming
Always feel you lose
Now time to start winning
Stuck in one place
Up a creek without a paddle
Of to the races
Seahorse with no saddle
So after multiple attempts of trying to figure out the colors and shading and other values for this guy, I feel I finished what I could. Some smudging and happy accidents made me pivot a couple of decisions but I'm happy with the result.
With this poem was doing some personal insecurity therapy. Going to the gym has been great but after losing my job recently I let myself slip. Ramping up the motivation to do a little more to not feel so bad about how I look.
God forbid people we eat food and store the excess energy in our body for fuel. People are so self obsessed about the external we gloss over the internal soul of the individual and just judge them for their outsides. Be kinder to each other especially to yourselves.
If I can do it, You Can Moo It!
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I don't got a perfect body
No girl on my arm burnin hottie
No place of my own stay home
Because some people forgot me
What can I do to make a change?
Sing songs sit back home on the range
This government has made a stain
Sorry to the ones who lost the game
Ahead of me I was naive
Inside agreed with just my needs
I live to be comfortable and loveable
World won't change says stay humble.
To be comfortable is to be complacent is
To not strive to better arrangement is
To not care for yourselves or thy neighbor
To close your lid Tupper Ware container
Just different in how they were raised
oh boy back in the good ol days.
Glory to out childhoods of the past.
Not focused on the present aside is cast.
As a caste focused the low not the high.
We're all connected you and i
There will always be those who
choose to live less and those who prosper and those put there by the plan of the man triangle eye he she sees through.
Idk my point. my decision optimistic.
Got clearer prescription optometric.
Clear view see through me and you
What we smoke is on the metric.
No artwork today. But I got some photography I took. Walking in the woods on set for an independent film I found some time for myself and had a good time with nature.
I dont care any more
Lying naked on the floor
Noone cares any more.
What the hell you waiting for?
Doin it for the hell of it
I'm not a donkey or an elephant
I'm not important I'm irrelevant
Doin it for the hell of it
I don't know better
No one else knows.
But I DO know better.
Bitter badder I suppose.
Head full of woes.
Curl your toes.
No time for hoes.
Lick my fingers Doritos.
Chase it. you can replace it.
Gotta own up. And face it!
Ch. X2
Ready for that deep sleep
Fly me away
High up in the clouds
No rain falling down
Dangerously cheesey
Dangerously sleezy
White and asthmatic
Call me wheezy.
Extra saucy
Salad tossy
Throw me a rope
Gotta flossy
Graced by your face
buy you presents
I'm not worthy
by your presence
Chase it you can replace it
Gotta own up and face it
Ch. X2
Ready for that deep sleep
Fly me away
High up in the clouds
No rain falling down
Hard to lose your nerves
They haven't helped before
I know the right path
Recalculatung a Detour
Take the road less traveled
May be rough and Rocky
Fight through it just begun
Don't get too cocky
Got that passion to write and sing
Soaring sky's with a broken wing
Not proving tough am I enough
We're all puppets cut your string
Chase it you can replace it
Gotta own up and face it
BR. Drawn out 8 count each line
Unlike the days old masses
This sabbath is dark and black
Light ends the tunnel passes
Crazy train flying off the track
Chase it you can replace it
Gotta own up and face it
Ch. X4
Ready for that deep sleep
Fly me away
High up in the clouds
No rain falling down
(Fade away to nothing)
This is an anger dragon. We must release all of our frustrations on the inside onwards and outwards but in healthy ways. Art, poetry and music are my outlets for I'm an emotional man. Adding some color and shading so WIP. I'll update you all when it is finished.
If I can do it, You Can Moo It!
C E7 F Fm
Under ourselves Indivisible
We're run by these Individuals
We can't see In the visuals
Taking our 99% Residuals.
Luke I am not your Father
Floating suspended underwater
Burns together metal sauters
Souls woven sons and daughters
Fm, F, E7, C
I know I don't have it together.
Rain cloud clap bad weather.
Groups of feathers flock forever.
Stuck in my own rut I gotta sever
C E7 F Fm
With this nations lack of communication
Reasons for my internal Flagellation
Like a stone in this fragile station
Tried to escape vacation cancelation
Found it all in you but you
choose to choose another dude.
Give all of me its rude your attitude
This love from you was pre-chewed.
Fm, F, E7, C
I know I don't have it together.
Rain cloud thunder clap loud weather.
Groups of feathers flock forever.
Stuck in my own rut I gotta sever.
C E7 F Fm
So that's all I got.
Not to pick on you to pick your spot.
Living the life given.
Seek out my destination my vision
Cause my cause of addiction
Love conquers life's ambition
The end of the road
bottom line stone cold
Where buffalo roam
Back to my old home.
Fm, F, E7, C
I know I don't have it together.
Rain cloud thunder clap storm weather.
Groups of feathers flock forever.
Stuck in my own rut I gotta sever.
F, Fm Fm Fm
Rain cloud thunder. Clap clap clap.
Pain now mother. Clap clap clap
Rain cloud thunder. Clap clap clap
Rain cloud thunder!
Crumbling from this elevation
Why resort to Condemnation
Yes we're blessed but still stressed
Need some higher education
Fm, F, C, E7
I know I don't have it together.
Rain cloud thunder clap torn weathered.
Groups of feathers flock forever.
Stuck in my own rut I gotta sever.
So for this Sketchy Sundae I wanted to try something new. This was painted using only pallet knives.
I used an online photo reference and had some pointers from a skillshare class.
I am proud with how it came out. It was a rainy day which I love. The mood reflects the weather but this time I felt better.
If I can do it. You can moo it.
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Right In the face blow
Gun fire lit ow
Lying on the ground
beef brown cow how now
Tired af. Nervous af.
Which one do I give up.
The persuit of real love.
Never seems this tough.
God's testing me.
My heart's arresting me
This is all getting the best of me.
Head out of your ass not a tragedy
Light at end of the tunnel ahead of me
Let this be a lesson.
Maybe an executive session.
Go with your heart and passion.
Don't be held back by transgressions.
There's not always reactions adverse
That's not what we see in the adverts.
She already had hers. She's had worse.
Don't mean she should be mad hurt.
But do I have a need to rescue.
Be that hero. Superman virtue.
Or just be a genuine super man
Won't simp I'll stan live kind simple man
So hard overwhelmed I understand
Not gonna waste my time simple plan
Setting all my goal and go for it
Gonna dig tunnels and gopher it.
Go get lit feel so sick will it quit
Go get fit sick of this shit tired of it
give some time to let our lives roll by.
Time to heal time to cry. Why oh why.
Don't be this nervous.
Doing yourself a disservice.
On a silver platter dish service.
Flopping like fish whirling dervish.
I wish I met you before.
Last time I see you out the door.
If anyone is looking for artwork or commissions of any kind please don't hesitate to send me a message. I have plenty of originals for sale plus prints if necessary. Only serious requests apply. No free work will be done just a heads up.
Thank you very much. Have a great day.
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Ok. So here's a weird one. Years ago I made a sketch that I happened 107.1% in real life.
Nikola Tesla was a famous electric scientist. One day the gods decided that Tesla had gained too much power. He rode upon his electric noble unicorned steed, that we all know about for sure from common knowledge, into the great battle of the gods versus humans. We must all thank Tesla for saving the human race for another 1000 years.
Eventually I will ink and color this drawing to reach its full potential. Just like Tesla wanted all us humans to do the same.
All lives matter represents
Courage and strength Incredulous
All these years no Evidence
Were taken away from our Elements
I making history
This millennial hippie
Rhyming beats sickly
Then it hit me
Come join with me
Our leaders are crazy
One for all all for none
More money give me
Switch it up break it down light it up
Take a break stay awake Fill my cup
Make a change being strange that's what up leave it there let it be thats enough
You protect what you project onto others
Calling names to brothers and mothers
You beat the hell out of one another
Still insecure under your covers
Sorry you never got loved as a child
Parents gave no kisses and hugs
Turned to violence and harder drugs
Hung out with harder thugs
I want to be your white night
Passion and Fire it burns bright
Through the darkness a blinding light
Have ourselves an afternoon delight
Rush into battle fight the good fight
Save your insight bast off again team rocket take flight
Just met but vibes are tight
Too good to be true is it real life
Is it heaven or a simulation
Or emotions by my lower stimulation.
Is she the better sunshine weather
Not into birds but still flock of feathers
never bitter and never better
Got that degree making chedder
Go with glow let their true colors show
Don't be nervous ebb and flow
The right one your heart will reveal
In time well spent love will heal
I want to be your white night
Passion and Fire it burns bright
Through the darkness a blinding light
Have ourselves an afternoon delight
Rush into battle fight the good fight
Save your insight bast off again team rocket take flight