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Shady under the poet tree
Sitting silent feeling free
I am here thinking of you
Just one thinking of two
The future is on my mind
Forgetting life in the past
Got you in my mind's eye
Wonder if this might last
Because I've been used
And I have been abused
Tying me down wringing
Holding it in from singing
Comic issues we don't trust
Won't feel like we're enough
Don't want me just for lust
Want it forever for justice
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I have made my mistakes
Looking to find to replace
Read real books to the face
Finally found my own place
Cover it up make up my insanity
Smearing tearing up all the vanity
Busted up by a beat and a melody
Honesty and integrity ahead of me
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Delt the way you want to deal…
Felt the fate that makes it real…
I almost lost it all in the darkness…
I almost lost myself to be honest…
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Delt the way you want to deal…
Felt the fate that makes it real…
I almost lost it all in the darkness…
I almost lost myself… lost… my…
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Deeper sea divers drown.
Filling souls holding tight
Shine bright put up a fight
Out this hell shed the light.
Weepers see wider frowns
We have all been born again
God is us a true blue human
We are all holy in spirit man
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Wishing away all our depression
Compressions self oppressions
Standing tall for fall preventions
Spread love not self obsessions
I see I am a monster not a demon
Pinch me reality I am not dreaming
Is this real life or an NPC streaming
No matter no answer I keep leaning
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Chilling out of bed rot
Carved out of bed rock
A foundation is built on
A found nation guilt on
I bend to tie my shoes
They all kept walking
So that's why I shut up
And I kept from talking
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