I smoke to see the real me
Personally, who I'm supposed to be.
I want to feel alive!
No woman no cry.
No need for a lady by my side
I've got good friends and good vibes.
I fear being alone.
Oh, I fear a lot.
I don't let it take me over.
Someone I'm not.
I'm a black belt but that means nothing.
Congratulations a strip of fabric clothing.
It does mean that I can attain my goals.
Boundaries never set in my soul holes.
I live for me and only me.
That may sound selfish.
But if I'm not hurting others sitting here
Eating my sandwich or shellfish.
Life is suffering suffering.
Brain is buffering buffering.
Along I keep shuffling shuffling.
Speech mumbling muffleing.
I help myself where I can.
Others help me out too.
If you want nothing to do.
Sell me out so screw you.
Life is suffering suffering.
Brain is buffering buffering.
Along I keep shuffling shuffling.
Speech Discussing mumbling muffleing.
I fake confidence.
I want to burst into tears.
All alone facing my greatest fears.
Don't let the darkness get to me.
False courage. false hope.
Distracting me.
Emotional reactions to my actions.
Decides us into opposing factions.
Life is suffering suffering.
Brain is buffering buffering.
Along I keep shuffling shuffling.
Speech Discussing mumbling. muffleing