SCRAPS #084: SUMMER BACK

I want summer back

I got all I ever wanted

I want some of that

To rid of feeling haunted

Not going anywhere won't be too far

The moon and stars

Tear at my heart heal these scars

Go follow your heart

Shot in the dark

Love is the spark

Where's is my own motivation

I ask staring at the screen

Familiar faces dream occupation

Setting up a live stream

I'm mad I'm pissed ask what is this

Why have i been so down

I pull i tug ask what the fuck

At strings that make me drown

Where is my fire my desire

My sweet sensation

In a different location

Prison of decision dedication

If I don't stay strong for long

It will break the chain of consequence

I am the only one that

I'm not being honest with

I want summer back

I got all I ever wanted

I want some of that

To rid of feeling haunted

Lack of chemicals in my brain

Slowly turning me insane

Behavior motivator of pain

Sometimes you just need to change

Your life from the mundane

When you can just stand up and sing.