SCRAPS #037: I FEEL

I feel the anger in my mother

Mary jane full of grace

She did see looked at that

Man's anger in his face

(It was out of place)

While I hid under a comforter

As the only older brother

If he yells at her like this

Does he even love her?

Three little words

Sit on my mind's doorstep

Singing sour songs

Of melodies kind of blue singing

Does anyone really love you

Now subject off of her.

To where my eyes can't see.

If he doesn't love her.

Does he even like me?

(Away to outer space)

Sitting in the dark

Hiding in a closet

No, I'm not gay to be honest

Even though the hundreds

Of times I've been called it.

I'm hiding cause confiding

In this small room

Hid me from my father's

Wrath outrage of doom.

Maybe that says too much

Stretched the view too soon.

I was a kid but what he did

Malice Alice and the moon.

Never threw a strike.

That is what I liked.

I cannot avoid a roar.

Easily annoyed them for some reason.

Was it his time of the month off season

Like spicy curry

Like three stooges.

Mo Larry never curly.

Angst angus mad cow beef.

More aggressive man you weak.

Muscle up gym lady's tan.

Boost up those levels man.

Overdose low testosterone

Big dick energy complete Pete bone.

I feel better now post calzone.

Got that money medicine.

Eat cereal post at home.

Where I feel most alone.

Three little words

Sit on my mind’s doorstep

Smoking sweet bongs

Of memories we've been through

Singing do you really love you.