I'm sick with an illness
One with the stillness
Mental or fundamental
Rock pop or heavy Metal
Demented Delta dental
Finding what's most helpful
Self care or self sabotage
Truth dare duck dodge
Mystery or visage
Piles miles of garbage
Not mean but I can be
Asshole down low key
Obscure I'm in between
Obscene first time quality
Being elwith the best intention
Pretentious not to mention
Compultion of my obsession
ADHD anxiety depression
Misery isn't my business
It's is my occupation
How can you not feel this
Red buzz operation
Doctor I need to get a Labotomy
Go and take a lot of it out of me
He said she said dicotomy
Spiral down down like the economy
Gotta be forward not held back
Numb floating on a laugh track
Hitting reverse on this curse
Well ain't really that bad.