SCRAPS #093: TORN UP

Heart was all tore up tore up tore up

Wanted a lot more of more of more of

What you could not give to me

That you could not live with me

Beat that orange juice to a pulp

Hard to swallow took a gulp

Best believe it's not fiction

Between the sheets felt friction

My fault that is no mystery

Sitting inside this misery

Black Sabbath had a ministry

Its history what it did to me

Separate ways spent civilly

Keep it real don't kid with me

I hope you are better off baby

Happier than ever now lady

Fully awake not in denial

Cried rivers Egypt Nile

Clear cut decisions final

Fall together leaves a pile

Get better and better everyday

Walk on and on different ways

All said what we need to say

Memories feel like yesterday

Was I used or I the user

Never quit hit or abused her

Puzzled and confused her

Must have struggled a loser

Love of my life from friend to wife

Fight to the end to treat you right

We go plus ultra with all of our might

Spread all our wings were taking flight

From the outside to blackest the night

Glowing and showing blind of the white

Climbing mountains fall from new heights

Don't know where I'll go or what I'll find