I'm sick with an illness
One with the stillness
Mental or fundamental
Rock pop or heavy Metal
River delta dental
Finding what's most helpful
Self-love or sabotage
Truth or dare duck dodge
Mystery or visage
Piles miles of garbage
Not mean but I can be
Asshole down low key
Obscure I'm in between
Obscene first-time quality
Being the one with the best intention
Pretentious not to mention
Compulsion of my obsession
ADHD anxiety depression
Misery isn't my business
It's is my occupation
How can you not feel this
Red buzz operation
Doctor, I need to get a lobotomy
Go and take a lot of it out of me
He said she said dichotomy
Spiral down like the economy
Gotta be forward not held back
Numb floating on a laugh track
Hitting reverse on this curse
Well, isn't it really that bad.