SCRAPS #030: FRAGMENTS

Millions of fragments it was tragic

Broken pieces on the floor manic

Needed you most you ran away

Out the door on your last day

Paying attention listen intently

Saying I'm sensitive acting gently

No sports cars truck no Bentley

Step back jack don't tempt me

I used to care what you thought of me

It was one of the biggest parts of me

Validation from others not my own

Too much time on the phone so alone

Shamans' wisdom needed insight

Find out what to do with my life

Fire insides out time to ignite

Quit the shit it's lit will be all right

Millions of pieces used and broken

My mouth choking my heart spoken

Eyes are wide red dead focused

Woken blind faith just in case hoping

Family was over protecting me

Friends don't play ejecting me

Under lock and key arresting me

Wanted or missing objecting me

Delusion to perception

Alluding to protection

Sisters and brothers

Unto others self-projection