SCRAPS #018: DON'T BELONG

No angel with cane disabled

Spinning whirling Dervish dreidel

Is this a dream or is it fable

I'll be that one love to understand

Life's simple but I'm a complex man

Issues problems on for hours

Or is it all a ball in head

Sour patch sweet and sours

Control what you can instead

Find your way to send love

Give it all it fits like a glove

We're capable we're enough

Got the signs from above

If your motives drag you down low

You won't rise to wear a crown though

Never say never but I just said it

Well just uh oh aw forget it

Oh, what's the use it'll never happen

Not with that bad attitude

Life's a gift your fears will flatten

Embrace them with gratitude

Subconscious to conscious

Connection missile launches

Like that one thing from the office

Oh, it’s so funny you got to watch it

SCRAPS #017: DISASTER WAITING

There's a disaster waiting

You sit here masturbating

Takes away concentrating

Never more starts deflating

Ease up on the hating the

Cheddar that you're grating

Stand and be strong

Lives will need saving

Spray paint history defaced

Down the halls empty place

Your turn so you can learn

Kicking out all over the place

Maybe I can't escape myself

Maybe I'll just erase myself

Replace in case of health

Lockbox encase your wealth

SCRAPS #016: COME HOME

Please come home.

Safe and sound.

You soar the skies.

Stuck on the ground.

Rainy days stuck in a daze

Gone in a flash light a blaze

Crazed full of fantastic stories

Taken over panic and worries

Not too much longer

Don't give up hope

Because someday soon

Take down that rope

Pulled on closer slowly down

From wherever you may be

Go home you are not alone

Please go home back to me

SCRAPS #015: (THESE) CLOUDS

Looks to me these

clouds dissipating

Souls broke free

Bodys embracing

We've all been through

Life flames fires raging

We keep our head up

When minds rearranging

Hold be closer

Don't let go

Pull me tighter

Now I know

There's no space between us

Because love is genius

You have gone away I fade away

Thrown away been stowed away

Every day it came to play

Felt it smelt like yesterday

Now until my dying day

Fixing glass I broke in May

Go and try to find a way

Add color to the words I say

Hold be closer

Don't let go

Pull me tighter

Now I know

There's no space between us

Because love is genius

SCRAPS #014: CHILL PILL

Total destruction black hole

It tries dies and consumes me

So don't be such an asshole

Eruptions have entombed me

Throwing everything out there

So, something is bound to stick

Hiding all of this inside of us

Feeling nauseous getting sick

They try to help you cry for help

You keep screaming in their face

Don't help yourself you hurt your health

While you are in the right place

You're in pain won't let them close

Arm's length pushed so far away

Make them hurt curse the worst

It won't make the pain go away

Chill pill

The fire pits raining condensating

Chill pill

Desire its reigning contemplating

Mass consumption all for one

Burn us all down over done

Stand for nothing underneath

Under standing under your feet

Under arrest I can attest

Those who need to be locked up

Lead us or don't believe us

We all know it's all fucked up

The concerned states of citizens

Corrupted country were all living in

Holy thee hail mary jane of grace

They blow that smoke up in my face

Chill pill

The retirement stops paying compensating

Chill pill

Desire, it starts reigning contemplating

Why why why!

Please God bless us everyone

why why why!

None wants to get it done!

Ruuuuuun ruuuuun ruuuuun!!!

Watch us all burn squirm and run

Ruuuuuun ruuuuun ruuuuun!!!

Stop and help us this is not fun

Chill pill

The fire pit stops raining condensating

Chill pill

Desire, it starts reigning contemplating

Get off their necks they can't breathe

Help stop someone do something!

SCRAPS #013: BROKEN

Crossing of wires

Encroaching fires

Gospel preaching

Screeching of tires

All gone rotten

The dates expired

So sick and tired

being sick and tired

...

The deeper the abyss.

The brighter the light.

Break on through walls tonight.

The deeper the abyss.

the brighter the light.

Everything is going to be alright.

...

Looks to me these

clouds are changing

Broken free from

What's been caging

New game loads

No need for saving

Trauma drama

Emotions raging

...

The deeper the abyss.

the brighter the light.

Breaking through the other side.

The deeper the abyss.

the brighter the light.

In the end its going to be alright.

...

To empathize

Take it easy on yourself

For you to increase your wealth

It's not about the money

Even though it sounds funny

To emphasize

Take it easy on your self

For you to increase your wealth

Bring out joy so go live your life

Persistent existence so no more strife

SCRAPS #012: BLINK

Don't you blink

Don't you think

Know you're the shit

Butt it still stinks

Stay classy stay humble

Busy as a bee bumble

Don't you dare mumble

Oh, hey Fred Barney Rubble

Speak your truth clearly

Keep close those you love dearly

Raise your spirit raise your value

Because your worth it your attitude

Blossoms on a rapid stream

Living in a fever dream

You are worth it maybeline

Nothing here is as it seems

SCRAPS #011: BATHROOM

The bathroom is where I hide

From all discomfort that's inside

Some days it feels like I have died

Years to myself I know I have lied.

Awake new job journey to find

Peace and harmony in my mind

Career here helps me to unwind

Something that's worth the grind

Stand by me walk by my side

Clear view around no blind side

Tip toe thru tulips thru land mines

Live laugh love and just be kind

Only then will life restore

Body and self so insecure

Strength, I haven't had before

Bust out the cage out the door

Roar walking through more doors

Open when they close for sure

Dig to China to look for more

Crust mantle down through the core

Shit on down and drop a duce

Waste from waist loses the noose

Get your drink with guava juice

Just don't play grey goose is loose

As I sit here, I contemplate

Push on through and concentrate

Made some pulp with concentrate

Bake pancakes to masticate

Ate some dinner

In the shitter

I am a sinner

Not a quitter

SCRAPS #010: AS GOD

As God as my witness

This conflict of interest

Is growing very heavy

Wearing down my fitness

My nerves are an earthquake

I tremble sweat and shake

A long time's left to go

For a decision I'll make

I got plenty of time to get

To where I want to be

I got plenty of dimes to get

Things I want for me

So no more breaking down

No more breaking hearts

Life is your own work of art.

We break ourselves

No, we must remake ourselves.

Today's a good day to start

Help yourself learn new information

Improves focus and concentration

Maybe calm a little aggravation

Expertise in consolidation

Am I happy am I thrilled

With a coffee in hand chilled

The previous me that I see

Oh, jeez he has been killed

SCRAPS #009: A RUT

Out the mouth stuck in a rut

Basement full of bad habits

No progress there's just stress

No freedom trust disinterest

It's all right there you can have it

Believe you can the rest is magic

Stay in your head all of this panic

Turns your depression into manic

I want to soar and be free

Feel this wind around me

Walk on water rather fly

Spread my wings on up high

So, it's time for me to go

It's time for me to show

They say live and let live

There only so much to give

Holding tight losing my grip

White knuckles going to slip

Desperate me for free fall

Separate me from it all

So, if you want to fly free from this

Learn to fall to the ground and miss

Rise above mountains the devil's kiss

It's my own smile that I miss

Come on people flap those wings

Love even the simple things

It's a mindset! It's a headspace!

It's a long road! A snail’s pace!

A fine time is well spent.

A fine wine is well sent

A fine line is hell bent.

My minds mine say when.

The stressing and confession

The depression you mention

Universe reversed direction.

Worth the worst curse testing

Foot forward progression.

On your knees genuflection.

Praise haze voter suppression.

More power teach us a lesson.

Gays gender trans their aggression.

Fuck marry kill your genital intention.

Curious about our general erections.

Cause of all their micro aggressions.

Furious about our gentle reflections.

Start a revolution never my intention.

One solution for seething tensions.

Vote for hope in desperate elections

SCRAPS #008: ARTISTIC

I’m one of those artistic types

Colors lines eternal spectrums

Perspective of an autistic mind

Looking through auspicious eyes

Got on masks to disguise

Deviated from the septum

Not like any these other guys

Gave it about a thousand tries

Have been around all the lies

Gave it about a thousand cries

SCRAPS #007: AREA CODE

Home grown area code

We all gotta rep though

Wearing a big gold chain

Round our necks though

Funny feeling tummy

Get me a pep though

Looks fly in your eyes

I need to jet though

SCRAPS #006: ALL OVER

All over the place can't focus

Nothing's right and hopeless

Feel stuck in the ground

Our love comes as a bonus

Have the strength to show us

Karma comes back around

Getting it all in order

Going to do it more

All is well in time

Doesn't exist like borders

Got a car with four doors

It'll be just fine

Self-motivated power of will

Wait in this spot until

Looking out the window still

Spill some coffee window sill

These feelings naughty

These chills fill my body

These chills you give me

I want you here with me

SCRAPS #005: ALL CARS

Bird or plane abomination

I've been abnormally patient

Woke up photo bombing nations

Breathe away bodily inflations

East coast to California

All days off for vacation

We all need communication

For all us to trust vaccination

...

Calling all cars

Calling all cars

This broken soul is faded

This hopeless hole is jaded

Calling all stars

Calling all stars

My heart it has been shattered

Like it doesn't even matter

...

Eloquent in dictation

Final battle vindication

Feel good corporate vibrations

Ride the rodeo radio station

Victory vocation

Higher elevation

Repeat concentration

World peace conversation

...

Calling all Cars

Calling all Cars

I hope you know I made it

You spoke so go i paid it

Calling all Stars

Calling all Stars

A cake without the batter

A bat will doubt the batter

...

Director background indirect

Respected for their intellect

Inside of me courageously

Spent cents lost confidence

Fall down build it up again

Your soul's a holy architect

Built on up goes interest

Still addicts to the internet

...

Lost touch with all interests

Taking time to introspect

Consequence of conclusion

Common sense of delusion

...

Spirits will make recompense

Light up a candle or incense

Sword hoard forge no fence

The mic will make more cents

SCRAPS #004: ALL ABOUT

It's all about a different job

It's all about a different day

It's all about a different life

That this one will go away

It's all about a perfect car

It's all about a perfect pay

It's all about a perfect wife

With no work and all play

All about that prettier face

All about that smaller waist

All about that first run race

Everyone else out of place

I'm in love with all the panic

These relationships organic

Ship set sail all so romantic

Endeavor it's all over frantic

This is my year though

No prison of fear though

Because all other people

Will think I'm a weirdo

Stomach pain consequence

Thomas Payne common sense

Don't pay mind to recompence

Can take this as my two cents

Bust rhymes so fine original

Underdog buns indivisible

We are all our own individuals

And I will remain indivisible

Invisible suffering in silence

From behind my eyelids

I cannot process why this

Outside is so full of violence

You breathe it in

You breathe it out

You breathe it in

You shake it all about

You say you're okee dokee

And you turn yourself around

That's what it's all about

SCRAPS #003: A FRAUD

I feel like a fraud

Tell me I'm not

Give them a nod

These songs of freedom

I just can't leave them

To shatter the chains

Everything else remains

Free from my delusion

In my head

Free from my conclusion

I'm not dead

I feel like a fraud

Closer to God

what have I got?

If you love them set them free

Doesn't mean a heart will leave

Smell some flowers hug a tree

Where stones lie just let it be

Struck with a contusion

In my head

This life is no illusion

I'm not dead

SCRAPS #002: ACID REIGNS

Got back on his feet

As he rolls up his sleeves

They took out both knees

Crying out baby please

A forest with no trees

Holding back with a sneeze

Never have been so nervous

He shook and he seized

Earthquakes all the leaves

Door slams and she leaves

Lactose my intolerance

Whine crackers say cheese

Which one of these keys

Opens up all my dreams

Alphabet of interest

Princess l m n o peas

But everything is going to be all right

Everything is going to be ok

Don't look back at the past

Tomorrow's a brand-new day...

Unless it stains the acid reigns

Power drains pump the reigns

Can't act contrasting pains

Six feet so no contact remains

Fossil fuels all the greed

Say bad things come in threes

How tight that they squeeze

As we choke and we bleed

Cold of this breeze

Bold air we breathe

Tempting unrelenting

Cold shoulder the tease

Just a wee little baby

No one left to save me

On my own all alone

From the ones who had made me

Substitution for love

Done with the drugs

That's all that it was

Brains warmest if hugs

Disgrace of the dove

This face that I loved

I'm in it to win it

A sign from above

My mind is all stressing

Like salad with no dressing

You're happy I'm guessing

You look so impressing

In white wedding dressing

No joke I'm just messing

The conclusion of this delusion

Gotta to stop this distressing

But everything is going to be all right

Everything is going to be ok

Don't look back at the past

Tomorrow's a brand-new day...

SCRAPS #001: AB+

Aurora borealis sky-high holder

Don't know what that is I told her

Down for a challenge to be bolder

Guardian angel is on your shoulder

Much like my skylight madness

Caught in my own grown sadness

Bunch a crunch broken baggage

All wrapped up hopeless bandage

Simple life where maiden's fairest

Let go self-care L'Oreal your Paris

Ripped pants dance don't got a pair

Go broke bloke don't poke the bear

Hold up drop out tied down bondage

Not sure what I like so to be honest

Weighted blankets I'm not on it

Under the covers oh wait I got it

Focusing on mental health care

Who or what and when or where

Same with water it is essential

Flows to the brain fundamental

...

Dockers sail slacks army fatigues

Kids rocket launchers play RPGs

Deadly boy glasses see triple Ds

Nuts meats charcuterie cheese

Chillax align and find some ease

Heartbeat heartbreak limbs of trees

Boldly go you walk with thieves

Or fall for a love that never leaves!

Look at all my fabrics

Damn all this is tragic

Deep rest all my manic

Stuck in all this traffic

I'm pulling on elastics

Snapping them back quick

Tock black thick heart ticks

Meds for kicking bad habits

The science of our kindness

Kills our inner violence

Grow fondness in distance

Lazy river ease resistance

To whom I buy the hot tux

From where I make big bucks

There is more than one health

There is more than one wealth

Acoustic Album WIP

NEW HOPE

THE SHOT

BURIED ALIVE

OTHER SIDE

CITY LIFE

INK PAPER

THE FORCES

OUR POWER

THE END

HOUR GLASS

Inspired by music made with friends that never got to be completed. I aspire to create a solo acoustic version of an album that was in the works for personal motivation. Who knows? Maybe the full versions will be recorded one day. For now enjoy this post until each song is complete. One by one until all ten are done.

If I can do it… You Can Moo It!

NEW WORLD ORDER

New me new world order

Reinventing started over

Get it all straight

Up when I'm older

Your butts in the seats

Energy melting it seems

Grilled toasted with cheese

Springs up those happy trees

Sadness is to over come

Day to days cumbersome

As a result what I've done

Lost won or just begun

If the presents a present

Then why don't I want it

Feel the present the presence

I have got to be honest

Don't want to be here

Not life but in location

Open mouth vocalization

A vacation different vocation

Permanent marker it up

Draw the lines

Universe be kind

You need to find

All about The how the how

Figure out what to do now

How now brown cow

Down town field til and plow

Take a bow