SCRAPS #078: SHEESH

Sheesh another day

In this long life

All this is for me

In dark not light

But what's the use

Nothing goes right

Show me direction

So I can take flight

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Escape the world

Like birds up high

Escape the world

please don't choke

Escape the world

No lie all sky

Escape the world

A soul so broke

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Another shit day

Another shit job

This is all wrong

Built up a clog

But it's not bad

Pop off the cob

One with the sponge

I'm ready like bob

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Escape the world

Like birds fly high

Escape the world

Please don't choke

Escape the world

No lie all sky

Escape the world

Feelings so broke

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The real me now

Go grab my coat

Real mess out there

Goes up in smoke

Day by day

Rowing my boat

Down that stream

Mama bear poked

Sheesh...

SCRAPS #077: SHAKES SPEAR

An animal injured will soon turn savage

Runs wild and free he shakes spear

Mowed on down more than average

By mechanical earthquakes here

Trees torn down no swinging vines

Treetops no more than a flatland

I stand up to you singing rhymes

Beach within reach with that sand

Which is the way they dictate spells

Cast their orders onto little men

Bottle up their water from fake wells

Hope floats red coats minute men

Breaking us down six feet in a hole

Breaking our chain, we release control

Steps by step were crossing that bridge

Holding no wheel when we steer

Upon the horizon on over that ridge

Straighten our crooked paths not clear

This new beginning sign of the times

Our glass glued down full of that sand

The cries humanity against the crimes

On all fours we roar our last stand

Former selves recede to hollow shells

It's not about when or will we win again

With no morals they preach hate sells

Signing things, it stings with a pen

Reconnect us the spirit to soul

Reconnect up the flag to the pole

SCRAPS #076: SELF-SOOTHE

Focus breathing self-soothe

On the fact that you’ll get there

I know I will make it through

I don't know how I would do

Dreamt to be a wrestler

Lover not a fighter

I understand I'm a broken man

I've grown a little wider

I’m a mere mortal

Blinded by my combat

Some may say I'm lucky

They say that I don't want that

I want to reach my top

Point the peak the Pinnacle

Summit of my Everest

Physical mental spiritual

SCRAPS #075: SAME COLOR

We all bleed the same color

The flow of your souls plays the part

The flow of your souls a piece of art

There is no white

There is no black

Disgraces on our faces

Tied upon same track

There is no white

there is no black

Melanin in one another

We bleed the same color

I got plenty of time to get

I got plenty of dimes to get

To where I want to be

Things I want for me

Go grow up building now

So no more breaking down

Pick up all the parts

no more breaking hearts

There is not white

There is no black

Disgrace in their face

All on the same track

There is no white

there is no black

All my sisters and brothers

There is only color

SCRAPS #074: RHYMES

No thesaurus or rhyme generator

It's like shredded cheese with no grater

My souls chose for something greater

My mind is kind my own motivator

Do you stand with me?

Do you want to live well

Create your own heaven

Or be filled with hell

Do you know a few spoils bunches

Kids in school too poor for lunches

They have us controlled and hunted

Let me tell you the problem my hunch is

The most dangerous game that's life

Complicated and convoluted

It's a chain of Consequence

That's land fill confusion.

They pulling the strings attached to us

The US is on us incredulous

Corrupt on purpose in the open

Consumption leaving no evidence

They just want to win to be right

Just because they can

Accuse abuse bring the fight

Not learn grow and understand

No sight of the bright night light

Be individuals stick it to the man

White guys shut eyes with fake tan

Capsize the capitol eyes that you can

I don't care who reads this

Naruto if no one even sees it

Believe it or not one speaks it

Absurd the world that we live in

Take us out if this humanity

We need order through chaotic calamity

The bullshit spoken by made up insanity

People by the masses losing their sanity

The most dangerous game that's life

complicated and convoluted

It's a chain of Consequence

That's no confusion.

So sit back relax enjoy your fake facts without any of your syntax

You should purge the mind not cut tax take some exlax or chillax

The natural beauty of Mary Jane

Considered schedule one is insane.

Response to your ability in moderation.

It all just rots in your brain full of pain.

Or confess you do it to excess

No stress. It's intense. Peace in tents.

Caged in by a fence buy dollars

Make no sense or cents or pence

My words curse each verse

Some feel a little perverse

That's your opinion and this is mine.

Sticking to your truth until we all find

The answers to the cancers of the youth

Evidence common sense speculation of truth

They hate who you are veggies and fruits.

Why to be heard do you got to wear tie and suit?

I'm not mad I'm just disappointed

The fabric is unraveled disjointed

Future looks bleak but I'm still positive

There's good in the ones we counted.

These times we're designed by the rich

Helping people thrive? What a bitch.

Religions pushing its wicked pitch

Under the covers God's in a ditch.

They don't believe in well-being.

They believe in wealth stealing.

Leave you gasping and bleeding.

Smiles on their faces warm fuzzy feeling.

SCRAPS #073: RELOADING

I'm reloading

Only God be knowing

My camo and ammo

Mind maybe floating

The bread be toasting good luck be hoping

Smoke them I got them now I'll be toking

Slowly growing heavy cab towing

Lend a hand fellow man now no let going

I'm omnipotent my mind I know it

Take a risk just hope you don't go blow it

Works done I'll show it

Upstream where we be rowing

Believe it your achievement

Bright dreams are glowing

My struggles I’ve thrown it

Away and I've owned it

Clears all of the fears

Right now’s the moment

SCRAPS #072: REFLECTION

Reflection of who I used to be

Reflection staring back at me

Hold off on my tendencies

Sold out all dispensaries

At the edge of madness

Due to excessive sadness

Fading out my gladness

Cake of lies like Galdos

Clark sparks superpowers

High upon spiraled towers

Surrounded by fields of flowers

It takes ten thousand hours

Mountains high far as can see

The climb is hard naturally

Honestly where's the energy

Asking me what can I be

Find all life's answers right now

Reflect back at your home town

Green trees with brown cows

Lifts you up when you felt down

SCRAPS #071: RAMBLES

She can easily find better guys

Happy sweetness piece of pie

Taller more handsome than I

She's a knockout right in the eye.

She's got a child while I have none.

We're still just friends having fun

In that case I feel I should run

Her with him leaves blue bumps.

You see my conundrum

Life’s not so humdrum

Got asked to sing in a band

Future bright becoming a man

Nothing happening sexually

Doesn't matter actually

Both would be to me perfectly

Where in life do I want to be?

Don't get too close. but don't be too far.

This balancing emotion is very hard.

Take a trip to the local hookah bar.

Drive to the mountains in my car.

Don’t know if they like me that way.

Taking things slow is ok.

Don't get ahead of yourself.

Unless you want to head yourself.

Your man's hand is used against you

I just want to lay against you

Run from the tears she'd shed me

Run away from the pain that tears me

I see you as my future one and only

But I have others who better know me

You are a fantasy figment of my reality

Testing my actions and distractions

Another had known me for years

Weekends with some buds not beers.

She's helped me through jeer and cheers

Through lots of fear and tears.

SCRAPS #070: PLACING BLAME

Placing blame exonerating

Spend the night on her hating

What I see and hear isn't clear

Spitting fire heated debating

Fighting over the dinner table

We don't go by any labels

Delusion in our institution

Toxicity through media and cable

They aren't mentally stables

Heads full of fantastic fables

Our line of story makes me worry

Tenacious is our caged navels

I'll keep the song strong in dedication

Align my chakras meditation

Fade away the pain in the brain

Show me the fascination

Watch how you are operating

Long time that you are taking

Take hold of what you are told

All real without the faking

SCRAPS #069: PIPE BOOM

Pumps out water pipe boom

Take a breath be over soon

Got me shaking faking a liar

Frozen let it go you're fired

Fuels my spirit floating lighter

Maloney baloney never tired

Only my dreams it seems I'll find her

Step to me I am the fighter

Boomerangs always comes back

Can't escape this constant attack

Focus is hopeless something I lack

Bullies in school call me a fag

What my genitals as a matter of fact

Make up on for the things you lack

No matter my orientation kick ass

Stay golden pony boy stay on track

Men of steel they do not crack

SCRAPS #068: PIN UP

Pin up pinup on the wall

You make me rise when I fall

Pin up pinup on the wall

You are the fairest of them all

1950s girl... what a world

A centerfold of a magazine

Horn rim glasses... Pointed shoes

Them long legs what a kick in the head

Got lots polka dots... up on her dresses

Hot off the presses ends World War II

Baby a little kiss... like Eartha Kitt

Looks so fine I'll call her mine

Like a cannibal... a wild animal

The steaks have... never been higher

Up on the big top... trapeze trick

It's legit... can't get enough of it

Drawn in like a pencil sketch

I'm crazy about you baby

Can't pull away... so I stay

You cast a spell on me doll

Pin up pinup on the wall

You make me rise when I fall

Pin up pinup on the wall

You are the fairest of them all

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And when the skies turn oh so grey...

And when the stars refuse to glow...

I'll know... Baby I will know...

You'll be right there waiting for me

SCRAPS #067: PERFECT BODY

I do not have a perfect body

Farmer tan man burning hot tea

No place of my own stay home

Because some people forgot me

What can I do to make a change?

Sing songs sit back home on the range

This government has made a stain

Sorry to the ones who lost the game

Ahead of me I was naive

Inside agreed with just my needs

I live to be comfortable and loveable

World won't change says stay humble.

To be comfortable is to be complacent is

To not strive to better arrangement is

To not care for thy neighbor

To close your lid take out container

Just different in how they were raised

Oh boy back in the good old days.

Glory for our childhoods of the past.

Not focused on the present shadow cast.

Focused on the low not the high.

We are all connected you and I

There will always be those who

Choose to live less those who prosper

Those put there by womb of women

Triangle eye they see through man.

Idk my point my decision optimistic.

Got clearer prescription optometric

SCRAPS #066: PEACE / LOVE

My life has been torn to shambles

Pack the bags grab the handles

Shout out my incoherent rambles

Embarrassing wearing socks sandals

Moving through an open door

A place I've never seen before

A place of grace and outer space

Smile ear to ear across my face

I say to you don't shed those tears

All has not yet disappeared

We won't stop to conquer our fears

Wish peace and love to all the years

No more doubt is here within me

Wont back out we'll sail seven seas

Weld what's held with no bevel

Nerves of steel sand flush level

Walk along this road of life

Find happiness a career a wife

Rest and relaxing in a hot bath

Traveling down upon a new path

I say to you don't cry those tears

You have not yet disappeared

Love will conquer all your fears

Wish peace and love thru all the years!

Dry out your eyes

dry out your eyes

Tell you no lies time to

Dry out your eyes!

I say to you don’t cry those tears

I have not yet disappeared

I will conquer fears

Wish peace and love through the years

SCRAPS #065: ON TV

I'm going to be me on the TV

On that light box so you can see me

On the daily quite hazy

Not quiet no diet lazy

I want to see the sexy lady

One that will not hate me

I'm just an awkward dude

And I am always confused

To life and the world as we know it.

Words I wrote it a mind of a poet.

Stone cold awful I hit rock bottom

Smoke them soon if you got them

Batman cave garden in Gotham

Joke goes boom you bomb them.

Mind melting like liquid cheese

Those aren't your nachos please

Achoo yeah slim Jim sneeze

Atomic elbow macho squeeze!

Which crafts have we sown it

This craft I can hone it.

These words I have wrote it.

Kind minds like those poets.

Scraps #064: OLD NOW

Old now can barely move,

But even now I can improve,

The lives of those who are around,

With words, timeless and profound

Most problems that they think to fear,

When looked at right, will disappear!

The key is how do they perceive

the world around them – I believe

SCRAPS #063: OBSESSION

Words on papers been an obsession

Bad things happen to learn a lesson

Cops can be crooks and leaders oppressing

Innocent die or under arresting

Stripping salad caught undressing

Man got caught bought stressing

Only want control of your soul possession

No critical thinking or self-expression

Melanin you're living in living color

Seeing them equal as one another

We're all human sister and brothers

Hiding in bed children under covers

Strive to be alive star-crossed lovers

All been birthed from our mothers

Direction stutter steer the rudder

We’re all here to support each other

SCRAPS #062: NO REASON

There is no reason to panic

We have control of our actions.

We are in control on this planet.

Individuals and not factions.

We are telling our story let it ring

When you have that in mind,

You can do anything you can sing

You're the one of a kind.

I don't have to go at it right away!

Instead of instantly rushing

Stop and register whatever they say

Pay attention kind mind hushing

Never forget to speak your truth.

Stop to process it all and think.

Leave the crowd fly to flee the coop.

Go to the water and drink

SCRAPS #061: NO PAINS

No pains on dull days

Stuck in a dumb haze

My stance is in a trance

But hey it still pays

Tired and the mind games

Head tilting sideways

Sleep eat work repeat

Scratch the record plays

Time to stop it

And not shop it

You choose or you lose

Clean it up mop it.

If you're in a mess

Show your courage to address

Real life you want to live

To give yourself less stress

Say it loud say it proud

Go get off of your cloud

Goku cool front row crowd

Destroy all yourself doubt

This journey is no contest

This moment defies context

It's not the crowd test of interest

Ingest it's you got to impress

So be the change man in mirror

Free from cage man so clearer

Be a weird mage spell it all out

Be all strange scream and shout

Say it loud say it proud

Come on off of your cloud

Get on in front of the crowd

Destroy all your self-doubt

Take back a life controlled by

Others who refuse to choose why

Not listening and blocking it out

Treated like an accused guy

Take time to reflect and find

No pain to yourself please be kind

No rush. It's really not that much.

Keep what's holding you back behind

Say it loud say it proud

Come on off of your cloud

Get on in front the crowd

Destroyed all of yourself now

All just a joke now

Until we all croak now

Float up to the sky

Dissipate like smoke now

Drink or do coke now

Until you are broke now

What a life to live

Die while you choke now

That's how you go

That's what you'll show

If today was your last

That's all they will know

How you'll be remembered

December or dismembered

Throw your all its your call

Mixed it up in the blender

It's time to fly fly fly around

Feet won't touch touch the ground

Time to fly fly fly around

Sweetest of all the sounds

SCRAPS #060: NOBODY'S HONEST

SCRAPS #060: NOBODY'S HONEST

Nobody's honest noone seems real

Thinking it is so funny to take all of our money

For their own thrills won't even clean up their spills

Everyone's fading broken our wills

Think it's so funny hate us all honey

No name in their wills feeling the chills

Ooh yeah Randy Savage

Slang round all this cabbage

Confusing I am winning and losing

Our minds and airline baggage.

We don't care self-deprecation

Projects out the external nation

Jokes good now self-deprivation

Spiral it down eternal damnation

Down into a persistent depression

Rise on back up with self-reflection

Teaching yourself an important lesson

Part of your world selfish obsession

Spend your time now with less stressing

Level up player the button is pressing

Kindness in love is what you must find

The inner workings of my mind

Behind my eyes are an enigma

Smoking sigma is a social stigma

Mind's eye roar sore horn minotaur

SCRAPS #059: NEW WORLD

One-foot up escalator keep on winning

Barbecue for me and you hot winging

I'm on stage you'll be the one singing

Like dairy cheese please be stringing

Stoned slasher hash slinging

Trash the whole stash digging

Flash doorbell dash ringing

Wear a sash with crown blinging...

Wearing me down I will build it on up

Throwing your shade, I'll block the sun.

You think you control my internal game

The one who won one from the undone low society to top one.

The percent of

The president of

Sets precedence of

Our pestilent love.

Plant the trees and Clean the seas.

I'm not who I think I am. I am who I think you think I am.

Odd I even give a damn.

Put my mask on Instagram.

I can't tell who I really am.

Perfected misdirect kablam.

I'm not who I thought I was.

We wish to spread out our wings

We keep these strong because

We already float on tightrope things.

Give me a life where I’m free to choose

Master puppeteer cut me loose

Take that shame take that blame

Cut me loose to win the game

Highly awake

In natures space.

Cannot look at you

They hate your face.

In the new world

Be me and you girl.

Float on the wind

We will give it a whirl.

Not who I think I am.

I am who I think

you think I am.