SCRAPS #058: MY INTENTION

It was never my intention

This I never mentioned

Deficit of my unevolved attention

Release all of the unresolved tension

A question needs a solid answer

Can we overcome this rancid cancer

Hold a sword and a shield sir lancer

Hold them closer tiny dancer

Cumbersome not enough define

Take a breath get a little high

Got me shaking up top on a wire

Frozen let it go get out you're fired

Fuels my spirit floating lighter

Maloney baloney never tired

Only my dreams it seems I'll find her

Step to me I am the fighter

Boomerangs always comes back

Can't escape this constant attack

Focus is hopeless something I lack

Bullies in school call me a fag

What about my genitals as a matter of fact

Make up on for the things you lack

No matter my orientation I'll kick your ass

Stay golden pony boy stay on track

Men of steel they do not crack shifty glancer

Dasher vixen and prancer

In my life I will accomplish

Teach a man who got fish

Thought wished i see this

Through smoke pot luck dish

Almost ready Kruger Freddy

1 2 come for you keep it steady

Out of your head already

Dream reality full belly

SCRAPS #057: MY ATTENTION

Brought this to my attention

Hurts regardless of intention

Stabs at my entire soul

Create my problems intervention

Back again to the retention

The loss of everything’s control

Not feeling better anymore

Struck me down to the core

Pain will last forever

Heart in pieces is torn

Burnt out and warm worn

Put myself back together

SCRAPS #056: MUST HERD

Must herd the good news

Didn't know where to start

I find out that life

Is its own work of art

This moment we hold dear

All of us gathered around

We hope this holiday cheer

Bring what's lost to be found

May these words I speak

Lift all of your spirits

Eat drink and be merry

With happiness no fear its

This time of the new year

Though it's been tragic

Having all of us here

Is the real Christmas magic

Talk to the ones you love

About what you are feeling

Always remember you're valued

Laugher starts the healing

Never forget you're not alone

Someone to lend a hand

To all of you we will be true

Even if we don't understand

Wherever the universe takes us

We all play a unique part

I love every single one of you

From the bottom of my heart

Raise a glass in your hands

To all of our family and friends

Let's all just focus on this day

Everything is going to be ok

SCRAPS #055: MOZZARELLA

Cheese is so investable

For not all digestible

Have it with a vegetable

Queso bueno Italiano

Not parmesan Reggiano

Packs a punch like Marciano

Mozzarella

mozzarella

My dairy Cinderella

Ooey gooey stringy thingies

Mozzarella mozzarella

Farmer in the mortadella

Ooey gooey stringy thingies

Dip it in the marinara

Stick it in the marinara

Dip it in the marinara

Stick it in the marinara

Mozzarella

mozzarella

My dairy Cinderella

Ooey gooey Ooey gooey

SCRAPS #054: MONDAY MOURNING

Monday morning full coffee pot

O'er the moon sun and stars

If I'll be your only

Will you be my one

Breakfasts made make up not done

Wintage cars comic book walls

With eyes like honey

And with skin of gold

In pin up dresses I see you with a smile

We're no heroes but at least we still fly

We can fly. We can fly so high

I know when I'm down and out of faith.

You lift me off my feet

I can breathe

So you call out my name

And I will love you babe

All day and every day

You say I love you babe

And you will love me babe

Loving that I can't define

Why I still love you babe

Feeling here we're stopping time

...

They say that loves some fleeting thing

for making love for the lonely

No worries first dates all bought

On that day my life changed

Nervous shakes while we sing

Wait to be king you'll be the queen

Say hey to me at the bar

In living color, you stole my heart

In pin up dresses I see you with a smile

We're no heroes at least we got time

We can fly oh we can fly rest our lives

Let's slow dance in the living room

SCRAPS #053: CROW RAVEN

I know a crow... I know a raven

Never received.... back what was given

Never enough ... To ourselves we lie

You cannot run... you cannot hide

Leaving empty... what's been inside

Fill it on up... where it has died

Look on up far

To moon and stars

Shines constellation

Orion

Love is on track

To the moon and on back

With you baby I'm

flying

All we can do... is grow and grow

All of the things... I still don't know

Beautiful eyes... Reveal surprise

On open road... from show to show

Hope we get to... where we must go

Revolve sunrise... Resolve compromise

Look on up far to

The moon and the stars

Shines constellation Orion

Love is on track

To the moon and on back

With you baby I'm flying

Now going to start lying

Courage of a lion

Regain my wealth

Cause we're all dying

With you baby I'm flying

SCRAPS #052: MISS INFO

Miss information accost the nation

Dress up get down fornication

No inflation lost concentration

Tires tired over compensation

This is the sign we wish was divine

Trying to hide all their insecure minds

Across the land we Search far and wide

To understand our power that's inside!!!

Pain is reigning contemplating

Insides raining condensating

Consequences Clouds are vaping

Escaping without Conversating

Under this vest it's just a test

Under a breast anxious depressed

ADHD so ocd yes

Humble jumble mumbled letter fest

We all confess we're all a mess

We all obsess we self oppress

Just to express what's in our chest

All human hearts under arrest

This is the sign we wish was divine

Trying to hide all their insecure minds

Across the land we search far and wide

To understand our power that's inside!!!

Sword in hand won't understand

With pen we write on top freedom land

Take the stand say what they can't

No choice of voice they'd all be dead

Words of the wise minds have said

Crooks will feel real heaven dread

Southwest peace up to the northeast

Breaking beds fine wine and bread

World wide eyes are opening

For all our lives were hoping

In disguise the rising tides

A true demise of not knowing

Are we unique are we discrete

Start it off let down your feet

Nature speaks when spirits meet

Love respect reflect repeat

This is the sign we wish was divine

Trying to hide all their insecure minds

Across the land we search far and wide

To understand our power that's inside!!!

Shooting in schools fools count trees

Main street brain washed monarchies

Play with barrels acting like monkeys

Take innocent lives feeling like junkies

Ripened rifles pickled the pears

Here to Belair we will not compare

Let down your hair let go despair

Give it a go give it all the care

That is the sign we wished was divine

Trying to hide all their insecure minds

Across the land we search far and wide

To understand our power that's inside!!!

Wear them heels miss information

Make up on miss information

Fear that feels miss information

Wake up from miss information

SCRAPS #051: MENTAL HEALTH

My mental health is struggling

Like an old model t engines sputtering

Trip over words stumbling and stuttering

Underneath my breath all I hear is muttering

How can I clear this fog

We're all just a number

Gears a wheel full of cogs

Wonder day dreaming slumber

Here lies the flies for the frog

Truth lies down sick as a dog.

Something is not quite right

Constant feel of fight or flight

Breath of light or dark of sin.

Really doesn't matter lose or win.

Days and weeks blurring together

Rain pouring down

My mood reflects the weather

Keep your head up or drown

Focus ready for whatever

Spread my winds pluck my loose feathers

Got to learn from my mistakes

Day by day one at a time

Cleaner air intakes it shakes

I'm destined to find

What true love really makes

Whatever it has taken bacon pancakes

Open the door step outside

Out of my shell nowhere to hide

Thank the universe you're alive

Take a breath before the deep dive

Life is suffering existence is pain

I don’t want to feel this way again.

Negativity will leave a stain

Set a chain reaction to the brain

Sometimes we feel completely insane

One way ticket on a runaway train

Pick your poison or pick your strain

Clouds clear out there is no more rain.

Something is not quite right

Constant feel of fight or flight

Breath of light or dark of sin.

Really doesn't matter lose or win.

SCRAPS #050: MAGICAL

Fate is magical. Power is tyrannical.

Do you have a card on you?

Master blaster howdy sorry to bother you.

I really do kajukenbo go shinjitsu

Kick from me to you with no shoe

Because I refuse to hurt you.

Can we just talk it out so we don't

Both end up in the emergency room.

Type my words in an office document.

My own reality needs no oculus.

To preserve my perverse words

World I've been talking in walk in.

Mayonnaise is not instrument

Glaze on your sandwich condiment.

Protect your breath kids you got a mint.

Undercover safety that's what condoms meant.

But things happen and life finds a way.

When I have kids, perspective will flip on its head I say.

.

Pushed things outside my own self.

They rely on you but you can't rely on yourself

Listening to Thanos.

Cleans half the world breaks us.

Could save us or enrage us.

World would be capture in rapture.

Free the good evil capture.

We don't need any slimy raptors.

Because love and understanding are the ultimate factors.

My life has been grand.

But there's questions well never understand.

How things can be going well on the outside.

On my insides all of lies have died.

SCRAPS #049: LUXURY

I want to sit comfortably

Not in the lap of luxury

A cozy open house

A big comfy couch

Make our own sundaes

On those lazy Sundays

SPF while we sun bathe

Chillax as we star gaze

All of those bills are paid

All of those spills will fade

Our hearts been saved

Our arts been made

Face on down in their screens

Nothing there is as it seems

Smiling wide on the outside

All their screams they hide inside

Phone tablet laptop TV

Light in my eyes draining me

Who killed mister Bojangles

Who willed sinister rectangles

All of those bills are paid

All of those spills will fade

Our hearts been saved

Our arts been made

SCRAPS #048: LONESOME

I be smoking feeling lonesome

Got to move and keep it wholesome

I be smoking feeling lonesome

Got to move and keep it wholesome

Just a guy not a rapper or a lyricist

Speak tongues twisted headed exorcist

Hear this song may it be the catalyst

Because babe I'm about to get into this

Flash of my fire my one desire

Won't be liar but I will inspire

To scared vulnerable, I perspire

Ease the peace so grab a lighter

Hey there girl you don't got a man

Throw that rubbish in the garbage can

You're the Lois to my superman

From here Japan to Kazakhstan

Very nice how much is dinner

I'm a catch so cast you a winner

Body is warm top is a spinner

Cold as ice comes like the winter

I be smoking feeling lonesome

Got the moves and keep it wholesome

I be smoking feeling lonesome

Got the moves and keep it wholesome

Biscuits and gravy

Feel high and hazy

Take action where I'm lacking

The waves of my lazy

SCRAPS #047: LIFE LESSON

Right In the face blow

Gun fire lit ow

Lying on the ground

beef brown cow how now

Tired as hell and nervous as fuck.

Which one do I give up.

The pursuit of real love.

Never seems this tough.

God's testing me.

My heart's arresting me

This is all getting the best of me.

Light at end of the tunnel ahead of me

Let this be a lesson.

Maybe an executive session.

Go with your heart and passion.

Don't be held back by transgressions.

There are not always reactions adverse

That's not what we see in the adverts.

She already had hers. She's had worse.

Don't mean she should be mad hurt.

But do I have a need to rescue.

Be that hero. Uber man virtue.

Or be a genuine superb man

Live a simple plan live kind simple man

So hard to understand

To be the man with a plan

Set my estination and go for it

Don't dig tunnels and gopher it.

Go get lit feel so sick will it quit

Go get fit sick of this shit tired of it

Give some time to let our lives roll by.

Time to heal time to cry. why oh why.

Do not be this nervous.

Doing yourself a disservice.

On a silver platter dish service.

Flopping fish shield swordfish

SCRAPS #046: LIFE IS

I smoke to see the real me

Personally, who I'm supposed to be.

I want to feel alive!

No woman no cry.

No need for a lady by my side

I've got good friends and good vibes.

I fear being alone.

Oh, I fear a lot.

I don't let it take me over.

Someone I'm not.

I'm a black belt but that means nothing.

Congratulations a strip of fabric clothing.

It does mean that I can attain my goals.

Boundaries never set in my soul holes.

I live for me and only me.

That may sound selfish.

But if I'm not hurting others sitting here

Eating my sandwich or shellfish.

Life is suffering suffering.

Brain is buffering buffering.

Along I keep shuffling shuffling.

Speech mumbling muffleing.

I help myself where I can.

Others help me out too.

If you want nothing to do.

Sell me out so screw you.

Life is suffering suffering.

Brain is buffering buffering.

Along I keep shuffling shuffling.

Speech Discussing mumbling muffleing.

I fake confidence.

I want to burst into tears.

All alone facing my greatest fears.

Don't let the darkness get to me.

False courage. false hope.

Distracting me.

Emotional reactions to my actions.

Decides us into opposing factions.

Life is suffering suffering.

Brain is buffering buffering.

Along I keep shuffling shuffling.

Speech Discussing mumbling. muffleing

SCRAPS #045: HOP FORWARD

Hop forward hot scotch

Looking at my stopwatch

Use your cubes too cool fool

Your shock top tape scotch

I'll be on my way wait

Home early won't stay late

Let this be flying free

My final resting place

Bitch is on my resting face

Acting like a mental case

Buttons being pushed

To far I'm testing fate

In my waist I'm gaining weight

In a daze I'm feeling great

Firing off some hand grenades

Living like we're renegades

SCRAPS #044: JAY SONG

Take me away

No work no play

No end to this

not a good day

New world order

They knew in May

White out soldier

The new gray

Dreary weather

Weary together

Uplift the mania

Control the hysteria

A little drop of color

The loss of a lover

Defend until the end

We loved one another

Take me away

No work no play

No end to this

not a good day

New world order

He knew may

White out soldier

The new gray

Cracks in the shell

Left me unwell

Don't bring this thing

To show and tell

I stay chill I stay blazing

On that grind I am

Stay paying

Throw controller stop

Playing keep praying

Fade to black

Goes the sky

Do or do not

There is no try

Are you in it to win

No more cry

Love your life

Take me away

No work no play

No end to this

not a good day

New world order

The new way

White out soldier

The new gray

SCRAPS #43: I WANTED

I wanted you to leave me be

Baby I had to fix this

Caught in a downward spiral

practice safety I went viral.

Marketing it's disheartening.

Hey what's up. full hamper.

How you doing oh so no answer.

How was your day you can't take five.

Anticipate and wait until next time.

Or well 1984 that’s all just fine.

I'll call later write a letter on paper

Of all the things I've done

to make it feel in life I've won

But I'm a loser coming undone

Laces I've had it with these aglets

But at least you're happy.

Treat yourself peace of mind and

We’re trying to be kind and

Not one of us can stop crying

I can be your anybody

Or I can be your anti body

So, you decide to let me stay

once you're done with me that's ok

Please need me some validation.

What i needs a flash of patience.

As a matter of fact, we're fat rats

on a fast track i sound that bad

We got something right here.

Keep our smiles ear to hear.

Band in the back we stood in fear.

Both of us here we are all cheer.

I'm the one who tastes two bitter

It's not about me no not anymore.

What are we waiting three four.

It's not about you so shut the door.

I’m not needed anymore.

Riding off into the sunset

Not one more moment of regret

Take me back to the moment we met.

I won't be your anybody

I can be your every body

Keeping the faith every way

To see your face every day

SCRAPS #042: I WANT

Hey I want to say

How are you doing how was your day

I am kind of nervous

Mind blank nothing to say

But really want to get it out...

How do I express my unrestable

Untestable thought and feeling

They're on the tip of my tongue

Sunk down deep it sends be reeling.

I'm breathing in and freaking out…

So are You looking for my love

Or you looking for my lust

Anybody's body building trust

Hold me closer we look to bust

Nuts and bolts…

Steel parts were stealing hearts

Tempting love, our pasts been rough

Well, nothing compares to you

Tear my picture or heart.

So true I'm blue…

I can be your anybody

Or I can be your anti body

Heal our wounds throw me away

So, you're done with me that's ok

I'm fine with that

Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

Stop the special and the sappy.

Trees plant more please…

Maple leaves evergreen pine

Nothing's wrong. I’m just fine

But I lost control of my soul

In the green and in the glow

Of the rectangle angels…

Hypnosis Hypnotic intoxicants

Make me feel so normal

Like a clown we all Dress down

casual Friday semi formal.

Address the problems...

I overlooked our comic issues

Made it all about me and find

My land mine came down to it

You saw me when I wasn't kind

To myself...

I wanted to be your anybody

Or I can be your anti body

Heal wounds then throw me away

once you’re done with me that's ok

SCRAPS #041: INDIRECTION

Pulled in both ways indirection

Wrestle motives insurrection

Spot a purpose plot oppression

My honest to God confession

I can blame this on the depression

I can blame this on the election

Searching to find my own direction

Help shout out voter suppression

These sessions obsession of mine

I find ways to cut ties binding

Coin shortages buying time

Biding by the trying times

By driving miles in my own mind

Business of my own I'm not minding

The yours versus mine divide

It's not fine it's a fine high crime

That's why I'm putting my foot down

Even if I look like a clown

Otherwise, these women kids and guys

Close their eyes and drown

For the greater good

Won't be understood

They're cutting down woods

For consumer goods

They really all should

Rehab engines that could

Focus on the hopeless

All these ghettos and hoods

Together on the real issues

Cry and deny using the tissues

Ligaments figure this litter ate

Laws of misuse will iterate

Like your face I’m missing you

Can't face to book first issue

Difference of opinion they diss you

Don't know the half you have been through

That's why I'm putting my foot down

Even if I look like a clown

Otherwise, the women and guys

Close their eyes and drown

Let us shout out nevermore

Stuck at home bed ever sore

Empty cabinets bedroom drawers

What's it for why keep them poor

Sour patch sweet and sour

Two faced ones have all the power

Sitting pretty atop a tower

Run raced mothers' midnight hour

This the end of the message

To stop this toxic septic

In our city killing endless

Calm before the storms hectic

Take it at your own discretion

To learn ourselves a good lesson

Reverse a cursed first impression

With this honest to God confession

SCRAPS #040: I'M READY

I'm ready I'm up here we go

White boy rap closes the show

Got mad skills it goes to show

Tell you things supposed to know

Absurd these words

River flows

Kiss me missy

Mistletoe

Pull me from this

Undertow

Kick tick and boom

missile toe

These words so true

Snip a ham chord on blue

Who brought you move

Along now I’ll use kung fu

No need for

Headbutts your

Open door

Sea to shore

Know what for

Counter bore

Words we swore

Shoots you pew pew

New high score

My rhymes are simple meticulous

Borderline spindle on ridiculous

Good luck when running amuck

Never getting sick of this

Powers above give me love

Show them what I'm made of

Power for every single hour

The day faded to powder

It's a gentrification our generation

Won't see the future use the sutures

Inject fear not what you see or hear

Unleash your beast become clear

Brainwashing stain washing

Minds of loyal followers

Brains scratching bodies snatching

No minded sleepy hallowers

In conclusion we separate

Our reality from illusion

The only solution it's our turn

A movement and a revolution!

SCRAPS #038: IGUANA GOD

Out the ocean an iguana god

Bought me one last comic con

Unicorn has got a liopleurodon

Wake up now my kidney is gone