CREATE and MOTIVATE!
I identify
As a guy
My third eye
Spies the lies
Not a poet not a rapper
Self-described white cracker
Whatever label you give me
I still won't sound like Brittney
Oops it happened again
I trusted a fart
Got lost on a train
Going crazy oh so crazy
Oops you just lost a glove
On the wings of a dove
Got lost in the pain
As a baby wee little baby
I feel the anger in my mother
Mary jane full of grace
She did see looked at that
Man's anger in his face
(It was out of place)
While I hid under a comforter
As the only older brother
If he yells at her like this
Does he even love her?
Three little words
Sit on my mind's doorstep
Singing sour songs
Of melodies kind of blue singing
Does anyone really love you
Now subject off of her.
To where my eyes can't see.
If he doesn't love her.
Does he even like me?
(Away to outer space)
Sitting in the dark
Hiding in a closet
No, I'm not gay to be honest
Even though the hundreds
Of times I've been called it.
I'm hiding cause confiding
In this small room
Hid me from my father's
Wrath outrage of doom.
Maybe that says too much
Stretched the view too soon.
I was a kid but what he did
Malice Alice and the moon.
Never threw a strike.
That is what I liked.
I cannot avoid a roar.
Easily annoyed them for some reason.
Was it his time of the month off season
Like spicy curry
Like three stooges.
Mo Larry never curly.
Angst angus mad cow beef.
More aggressive man you weak.
Muscle up gym lady's tan.
Boost up those levels man.
Overdose low testosterone
Big dick energy complete Pete bone.
I feel better now post calzone.
Got that money medicine.
Eat cereal post at home.
Where I feel most alone.
Three little words
Sit on my mind’s doorstep
Smoking sweet bongs
Of memories we've been through
Singing do you really love you.
I bask in ethereal glory
Feel everyone here is ignoring me
Noone hearing no one cheering
Noone here rooting for me.
Horror story of Jason Voorhees
Falling down a couple stories
Go and sit and wait with patients
Doctor will be with you shortly
Some say it's all egotistical
Some say that it's all political
Actually, we're a little spiritual
Whimsical groups of individuals
Safe to say it honestly
this is going on constantly
All this monotony is
Pop lock and dropping me
Growing up like botany
For who and am
Where I stand and
Where I ought to be
Family and friends
Were gathered here today
From now until the end
Til our very last days
This wholesome moment
That we must focus
Is reassurance that this
Is not all hopeless
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I say unto you all
with pride in my heart
Love is the light
That sparks the dark
So do your part
You sure are smart
Beautiful individuals
Sum of the parts
On this oh so holly day
Thank you for listening
To my jolly display
may this release dismay
As we eat from this tray
Enjoy full your joyful
Bright time the right time
This beautiful holiday!
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This moment was a part of
Those below and above
Release your inner dove
To us. To family. To love
Traveling unraveling half assed and half fast
I didn't see the blessed be above.
My vice replacing my own love.
Made me feel normal who I was.
Low on the dominance hierarchy.
I hated who I was psychology.
This guy has general anxiety
Self-compassion wasn't a priority.
Got to be my best self not live in the past
Don't want to be a part of a caste cast.
Of my journey plays out like a movie.
Did she think she really knew me?
Screw me you had the last laugh
Traveling and unraveling
Half assed and half fast.
Destroy the alarm no snooze.
Grab myself a bong no booze.
Sure, drink to fade away the blues.
Mind goes on a cruise Peace be with you.
Be silly honest kind and true.
To yourself and everyone around you.
I want to be myself not live in the past
Don't want to be a part of a caste cast.
Of my journey plays out like a movie.
Did she think she really knew me?
Screw me you had the last laugh
Traveling and unraveling
Half assed and half fast.
I express these words to say
to say what I don't day to day.
Okay dokay layday it's payday.
I'll take you to a vaycay chipotle
These words come to me from experience in the past.
And maybe some inspiration form puff puff pass.
They say that nice guys finish last but real nice guys finish last.
Sit down lawnmower cutting the grass
I want to be myself not live in the past
Don't want to be a part of a caste cast.
Of my journey plays out like a movie.
Did she think she really knew me?
Screw me you had the last laugh
Traveling and unraveling
Half assed and half fast.
Petty grace by your presence
Pretty face buy you presents
So regal queen or presidents
Ill eagle drives the pestilence
Grace is wasted in your face
Always feeling out of place
Hail Mary my saving grace
Give me your lips I love the taste
Hello there how you doing
Skip small talk keep moving
Is the awkward me showing
That back grass needs mowing
Can't speak can't tell and show
Can't see to watch and grow
Can't think so how will I know
Can't feel fly feathers of crow
Political stained pitiful brains
Got locked down with critical chains
Causes us strains residual pains
Country's down in empirical drains
As one we will rise together
Conquer hate and fill with love
Grace restored pigeon and dove
Not the end no giving up
Drink in my cup seen the end of days
It all could end is so many ways
Do hurdles you're running through
No matter what the cost
Keep dreaming and going through
No all who wonder are lost
It takes just a kick
A little poke with a stick
To get yourself grooving
Funky cow keeps mooing
Submarine nuclear and electric
Manicure skinny jeans petticoat
Super rich such a bitch plated gold
Brain is broke drink coke getting old
I am just an everyday citizen
Designed for the life I'm living in
Powers that be tower over me
One per cent control not giving in
Plan living the good life
Find myself a good wife
Back ground to new heights
Low light that peace pipe
Taking hits and hits
Not give any shits
One eye open check your six
Back to better from feeling sick
Didn't think I knew that
Thought it was true but
Closing of the doors
Before I even knew what
I'm painting my future
The color of fuchsia
If I don't see tomorrow
I have seen right through it
Farmer in the mortadella
Dead computer muerte delle
Farther stretches mozzarella
She's my dairy Cinderella
I'm not doing oh so wella
It's not showing can't you tella
Twilight sparkle like a pavlov
Ringing my bella bella
...
I don't need much
You're all I really need
Freaky that dutch
Blame it on the weed
Brady the bunch
Playing pot of greed
Call it a hunch
Ride on a noble steed
Hi ho silver awayyy
We all got to stayyy
Oh don't go awayyy
I got a lot to sayyyy
...
Feeling or thinking
Pull my reigns I'm sinking
Please clean up your mess
I fear it is stinking
I'm cleaning my closet
What my minds been caught in
Clear fears and thoughts that
I have locked up and bought in
It's time now to step up
The coffee fills my cup
Taking a sip by the
Drip for that good luck
Let us make those big bucks
Touring with our big trucks
Cruising around downtown
Not locked up that's what's up
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As I despise to comprise
With all that wants to stay inside
The clock is set this is my time
Beside the self so start to unwind
Out of the dark go towards the light
For all of those who run and hide
Inside my soul I stroll to find
I am the sun that rose to shine
The only way I know to help
My other brothers upon that shelf
I am not rich but I got wealth
Divides the insides feels like hell
Decide the divine is in thyself
To save them all I save myself
So here it is it's what I have felt
I am breaking chains that I have held
So do you have the audacity
To poke fun at our tragedy
Said you did what had to be
Done you won turn back to me
Eyes for fun that's mamad to me
Dried my ducts it's sad to see
Bring my peace to calamity
This egocentricity my truth authenticity
Swirl a world psychologically
No longer be anonymously
Went astray couldn't see
Death always come for me
For us comfort possibility
Standing tall breaking free
Of all home-made anxiety
Freaking out... breathe it out...
Meditation
Make it out... take it now
Medication
...
No time to play
Go all the way
All starts now dedication
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Want to sing my heart out
But those nerves take over
It'll just get worse
As I keep getting older
Baked like a cake
Ding made to order
Souls so warm but
It feels way colder
...
I can finally feel myself again
You make me much more masculine
Seeing things none else sees
Roaring rapid river deep blue seas
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Passion red eyes full of green
Double rainbow what does it mean?
Dark and gloomy no one who knew me
All transparent see right through me
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Comic issues with trust
Loving for me or my lust
Wasting our time on the line
Breathing the air, it's so fine
...
Making art becoming blinded
You woke my sleeping eyelids
See another side of mine is
Open no longer hided confided
...
Speed it up slow it down
Motivation
...
Show it off shake it off
Dedication
...
No more to say
I'm in the way
Every morning admiration
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Want to sing my heart out
But those nerves take over
It'll just get worse
As I keep getting older
Baked like a cake
Ding made to order
Souls so warm but
feels way colder
....
Back to feel what I'm deserving
Unpacking it and unlearning
Observe heavy sets of baggage
Civilized every bit savage
...
To those who struggle here my words
Spread our wings free from the nerves
Now the king of never land
Cutting out the middle man
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Towards the light through the darkness
Opposing the force, we must harness
Guide us all up to higher places
Erase my heart replace our faces
...
Dive on back to earth again
Much hotter underwater than
Escape the rat race outer space
Draw your own path and leave no trace
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Breathe It out... freaking out...
meditation...
...
Make it out... take it now...
Medication...
...
No time to play
Go all the way
All starts now it's dedication
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Want to sing my heart out
But those nerves take over
It'll just get worse
As I keep getting older
Baked like a cake
Ding made to order
Souls warm feels colder
Millions of fragments it was tragic
Broken pieces on the floor manic
Needed you most you ran away
Out the door on your last day
Paying attention listen intently
Saying I'm sensitive acting gently
No sports cars truck no Bentley
Step back jack don't tempt me
I used to care what you thought of me
It was one of the biggest parts of me
Validation from others not my own
Too much time on the phone so alone
Shamans' wisdom needed insight
Find out what to do with my life
Fire insides out time to ignite
Quit the shit it's lit will be all right
Millions of pieces used and broken
My mouth choking my heart spoken
Eyes are wide red dead focused
Woken blind faith just in case hoping
Family was over protecting me
Friends don't play ejecting me
Under lock and key arresting me
Wanted or missing objecting me
Delusion to perception
Alluding to protection
Sisters and brothers
Unto others self-projection
Follow through
Pencil to paper
Myself expression
Mental labor
Learned my lesson
Take it easy need no blessing
River water every hour
Flow in one direction
Drew into a spiral
Lead my head astray
These words are untold
For fear of what to say
The lonely weather ends
Storms are washed away
Speak with all your heart
Don't fall apart color greys
Please sir we beg of you
Do the things you love to do
Sparks joy and sparks fly
Break through the skylight
Maybe someday
We will figure all this out
Follow true that way to
Just feel centered now
We can sing we can talk
We can rhyme we can not
We having this moment today
Off our chest something to say
We can sing we can talk
We can fly we can walk
Slow dissipates the fog
Tears and fears will dissolve
To see the bigger picture
We have to climb the mountain
I don't care anymore
Lying naked on the floor
No one cares any more.
What the hell you waiting for?
Doing it for the hell of it
I'm not a donkey or an elephant
I'm not important I'm irrelevant
Doing it for the hell of it
I don't know better
No one else knows.
But I do know better.
Bitter bladder I suppose.
Head full of woes.
Curl your toes.
No time for hoes.
Lick my fingers Doritos.
Chase it. you can replace it.
Got to own it up so you can face it!
Ready for that deep sleep
Fly me away
High up in the clouds
No rain falling down
Dangerously cheesy
Dangerously sleezy
White and asthmatic
Call me wheezy.
Extra saucy
Salad tossy
Throw me a rope
Gotta flossy
Graced by your face
buy you presents
I'm not worthy
by your presence
Chase it you can replace it
Got to own up and face it
Ready for that deep sleep
Fly me away
High up in the clouds
No rain falling down
Hard to lose your nerves
They haven't helped before
I know the right path
Recalculating a detour
Take the road less traveled
May be rough and rocky
Fight through it just begun
Don't get too cocky
Got that passion to write and sing
Soaring skies with a broken wing
Not proving tough am I enough
We're all puppets cut your string
Chase it you can replace it
Got to own up and face it
Unlike the days old masses
This sabbath is dark and black
Light ends the tunnel passes
Crazy train flying off the track
Chase it you can replace it
Got to own up and face it
Ready for that deep sleep
Fly me away
High up in the clouds
No rain falling down
(Fade away to nothing)
Easy on your flight path
I fly past
Feel the memories won't last
I like the crazy
Easy on that flight path
I bike paths
Hot and steamy take baths
I like that baby
Easy on your flight path
I bark back
People feel they can't act
Does that amaze me
Easy on that flight path
Respect back
And forth so it won't last
With love it's easy
Tiger strength tenacity
Won't give up you're telling me
Power is the every and the only thing
Stripes earned in the middle of the ring
Leopard speed and agility
Back you'll see can't catch me
Sprint and dart my work of art
Barely see me in light or dark
Snake rhythm endurance accuracy
Bite you before you look at me
Toxicology report shows you lose
The venom from fangs will ooze
Cranes power balance breathing
Cool jets for when you are overheating
Little things will not make you nervous
Hurting less from the way its worded
Dragon ultimate fighting spirit
Wisdom here not consignment
This is my only assignment
Dragon's third eyes wide
Open knowing power inside
What's behind it
Alignment
First, I must confess
A weight left my chest
Both concave and convex
These emotions are complex
Not a race or a contest
Smile your alive and content
Plug your eyes and ears
Is what the cons meant
Lasts longer not spent
Stays stronger not bent
So numb feel dumb
Don't know where it all went
Not lent downloadable content
Play this game with confidence
There's no cheats on the streets
Convenience store of nonsense.
Don't want to show you disrespect
Just want to snow my intellect
Develop my skills to pay the bills
Incomes active and indirect!
MERRY CHRISTMAS and HAPPY HOLIDAYS! 🎄
I'm not a fearless leader.
I'm as scared as anyone.
We need to be scared to care
What is going on elsewhere
Or you'll be part of the herd
on their phones seen not heard
while the real worlds crumbling
Digital world starts rumbling
The real world where roads rule.
Princess another castle toadstool
Bashing baddies both brothers
Trapped collapsed undercovers.
Hollow puppet hierarchy
Follow blindly constantly
Walk or saunter all of it
Become a monster out of it.
Condemnation
Detonation
Contemplation
Revelation
Maternal instincts and wisdom on the inside
Paternal strength and peace on the outside.
It's not to make myself any better
or make you feel less a failure
I'm not a guru a teacher or a leader.
I am the amp and I am a speaker
This is no cult.
I will not forsake you
Beat belittle you
Or degrade you
I only wish to spread community
Express inner feelings openly
So, we can all get along sooner
in this kind and kind of future.
Condemnation
Detonation
Contemplation
Revelation
Fate and faith are real
Make enough cheddar
To bake your next meal
Letters for the better
How does your chest feel
That's not the best deal
Ball on your nose
Slip like a wet seal
Take your time stay on your grind
Keep it up see what you can find
All heals in time
This life is mine
High in the sky far eye rasta
Cost extra for guaca on your pasta
Muppets fozzy bear wakka wakka
Seagulls in a group flocka flocka
I’m falling down
Making me drown
Waking me now
I'm falling down.
I'm falling down
Making me drown
Waking me now
I'm falling down.
Reaching reaching
Reach out in the darkness it's
Creeping creeping
Creep in the eye of the storm
Grasping grasping
Grasp it with hands invisible
Collapsing collapsing
Collapse of the individual
I'm looking down
Making me drown
Shaking me now
I'm falling down.
I'm looking down
Making me drown
Shaking me now
I'm falling down.
Breathing breathing
Breathe in the visual
Teasing teasing
Tease feels so warm
Flirting flirting
Hurting hurting
Learning learning
Turning turning
I'm falling down
Making me drown
Waking me now
I'm falling down.
I'm falling down
Making me drown
Waking me now
I'm falling down.
Drag me to hell
Scratch crawl and yell
Up the mountain
From the fountain
Drink rings the bell
Closing this sale
Start turning pale
Zombie walking
Clinic mocking
Bird heard exhale
Deep breaths deep breaths
Man, she is so mad at me
Deep breaths deep breaths
But has a nice anatomy.
Deep breaths deep breaths
That's just how it had to be
Deep breaths deep breaths
Cut a slice of cake for me
I'm coming down
Wearing my crown
Waking me now
I'm coming down
I'm counting down
Wearing my crown
Making me vow
I'm coming down
Deep breaths deep breaths
I'm falling down
Wearing a frown
Faking it now
I'm falling down.
Baby you are essential
Frontline until we all die
I only see our potential
It makes me want to cry
Saying no to goodbye
Live together in your home
Let's give it an honest try
You will never be alone
To my sins I will atone
Be here by your side
Wait here like a stone
Nowhere left to hide
Journey is far and wide
Passion and fire strong
You will make it if you try
To you I sing this song
The darkness will only
Bringing you down
Lifting us up in the
Eternal now
There's no reason to panic
we're in control on this planet.
Till we soil up or we will boil up
Place the seed and we will plant it
I can't keep my dry eyes open
Looking to the endless sky
I got to keep on trying hoping
Opening on up the third eye
Leap of faith I don't know when
All inside so you empty your mind
It's all worth the work I'm showing
Highest of the lowest high
Circumstances
Circle trances
Look to the sky
Wild purple dances
We're exchanging
Passing glances
Times right now
No second chances.
Long dirt road where am I going
Either way I'll stay I'll be growing
Down the river in a tube, I'm flowing
Gold member cock bawk holding
Chicken dinner feeling sicker
Food poison throne moaning
Something funny inserted
Here about prone boning
Have no controlling
To stay on track
Mind is reloading
Fade to black
Into reality snap back
So, take a step back